Twist & turn

to be honest I don't know why i chose
this as the title of my post.. but here
goes~

Through life's turmoil, and through all
the pains,when we walk in valleys when we walk on
mountains,There is no end to the hurt or pains...
so that was what they said to a person
named, blane.Blane was a person who always searched
for love, somewhere in his heart he
knew true love stooped, but everytime
he ever got close enough, he was
rejected... or at least felt rejected.
But one day, he met a girl named,
sophia, she was sweet as can be, and
things were going smoothly; with of
course the occasional bumps in a
relationship. For the first time in his
life Bane felt security. He felt so
complete in his life, that he forgot
about those who truly loved him for all
his life.

However his new found love was not
easy, he would leave the house of his
parents to visit sophia, each and every
day. His relationship with his parents
deterioted, and his relationship with
his friends, would now all have a
barrier.. he sacrficed his life, just
for sophia... but ironicly she didn't
do the same for him. She loved him, but
her love wasn't enough to fill the
hole.. she saw Blane, get more n more
desperate.. only wanting to draw from
her love... she was so burdened... yet
she couldn't leave.. for years she
tendered and loved him, but for years
Blane didn't get enough. He became more
desperate.. craving for her more and
more.. that she literally became his
god.

Then, during a sunny day, when all the
birds were churping, and the trees were
blooming in all thier beauty... Sophia
told Blane, with a tired expression on
her face, and shaking in her voice, she
said,"Blane, I can't take this any
more.. it's been 4 years, but in this 4
years, though i love you , I can't
satisfy you..you've got a void, and you
just want more. during that time we
broke up before, I actually felt
freedom for a while, I enjoyed it.. but
my compassion in seeing you there
tearing into bits.. just won over me,
so I came back.. but this time.. it's
not the same.. we need to separate.."

The words were like a waterfall
crashing into his heart.. Blane felt
like he was drowning in the words of
one he thought was his life, and his
all...
sophia turned her back and left...
whilst Blane was still in shock.. it
was as if some one has just given him a
crippling blow to the heart... he felt
his life was melting away... the birds
churping became silent in his ears and
every thing felt black and white... As
he sat on the floor, thoughts started
rushing through his mind.

Memories of
his parents who loved him so tenderly
and how for the past 4 years he has
been so ignorant to them, and even took
them for granted... He sat and though
of these things.. how he left the house
2 years ago out of rage, just because
his parents told him to spend more time
with them, because they missed him. In
all His anguish he did not know what to
do, who to turn to... so slowly, he
returned to his home. His thoughts were
like ants whome home was distrubed, and
scattered. He told himself, I'll
appologise.. no no.. thats not enough
for my parents, I'll beg my way.. I'll
become thier slave.. or butler.. driver
anything.. I'm nothing now... As he was
reaching home.. he saw posters which
were torn, it read: lost, Blane bows ,
if found please inform us. name your
price, he is worth more than the world
to us!
With this.. tears started streaming
down his eyes.. he fell to the floor,
muttering, " How could i be so
selfish.. my parents loved me so much,
and I forsoke them.. how can I return
to them now?.. They'll never accept me"

*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* the sounds
of tyres scretching on the floor, out
of no where hands embraced him. He was
dirty and smelly from the long journey
home.. He was stunned when arms
suddenly grabbed him from behind.They were soft tender hands, as he turned around he couldn't believe his eyes, the beauty of a young girl, tears started to fall, and he embraced her back, "I'm back lil sis..", his sister was so happy that she couldn't stop cryign and smiling, the parents too were there, welcoming him back.. They embraced him and said welcome home.. before he could say anything they said, we are going to throw a party for your return, invite all your old buddies. and have a great time!..
________

well felt like writing this story, some may see it the same as the prodigal son, well you're correct. it's about the same, just this one falls on more how even though you might turn your back on God, for someone else.. God is always wanting you back home, to the place where you belong!
Hope you have been blessed.

-Chris
::The world might flood you with kisses and destroy you all together after that, but if you run back to God, He'll take all those shots for you and sheild you from the enemy::