Time

well frist of all I would like to greet u all by saying may you be blessed by the Lord! and if your not a Christain, May you be blessed by the Lord, so that you can see hwo blessed we are :P.

Time is endless, it starts at 12 and ends at 12. Unfortunately we arn't endless in this shell that is rotting, so as for time we cherish it as we would cherish Gold. if not gold diamonds. one second of it is like 1 million pounds draining from your pocket. We see it fly by so much, so fast and so furious. Yet have we ever thought of freezing it at one moement, just taking it and stopping it. but time does not stop for no one, it says, I must go on, if I do not, then who will?

Time says, why do you people cherish me so much, why do you compare me to money. Do you not see? you have a wonderful gift. Time is so unvaluable, yet you treat me as I am the most important thing on the world, God doesn't use me, he says, there is no such thing as time. I wish I was a human, God so looks down and loves to. No one sees hwo blessed they are do they? they always say no time I'm busy if I have the time to... but why can't they see the blessings they already have, the specail child they have. the loved ones beside them, why later? I am not saying I do not want to be loved by humans, but the very fact that I am not loved, is the fact I say this. do you not see the only time I am loved is when you spend those specail little moements with the ones that truly love you? I could freeze, but what would you do? wonder aimlessly in no time. Your luckyt I;'m here to tell you times short, come on live it out with the ones you love! but what i say may not be worth to you till you see when I catch up to you. Then you will say time is catching up on me.. oh how I regreted those days I didn't... But how can you say that when your still here? why can't you still do it. You can do all things through Christ! but I can't see how blessed you are? I tick I have 3 hands, I dont stop I keep running. I run for the sake of you not coz of me, so don't use me as money or any raw materials, use me for the ones you love not for the things you love..


haha just another story this ones not that good.. but I think thats how time is treated, wondering what would happen if u went into times shoes
any wyas God bless and Adios peoples!!! Love ya all!!!!

When Darkness falls...

A bit werid of a title for Chinese new year... life's good when your friends and family are around... Life's Good.. but when you stay alone.. when you sit there, and no one understands you. You start to think of depression, haha that's when the darkness starts to fall... you can get so embraced in it.. feel comfortable in it actually, even tho it's so uncomfortABLE , but thats how the darkness falls upon me. Well... I don't wanna talk about depressing things I've been fighting it a long time, but ultimatly God is my comforter.

A story I will tell, some thigns to blabber.. When a seed falls, it says to itself I can fly!, when it hits the ground, it says I'm safe!, when it starts to germinate, it does not complain, it says I am maturing. When the roots settle in, he says, I am growing stronger. When the stem comes out of the ground it says, the darkness that fell around me has finally gone!, when it rains and is dim, it says, Thank you for the Rain Lord,when it's sunny it says, Thank you for the sun Lord so I may radiate my beauty. When an insect lays by it's side, it says thank you Lord for making me wanted. when it blooms it says tank you Lord for dressing me up with wonders, when it closes up at winter, it says Thank you Lord for the rest. When it's alone it says thank you for the Space, when it's in a crowd, it says thank you Lord for friends... and family, when it is picked, it says, Lord, I thank you for the life you have given me, and now you have let me become free, for now at least.. I thank you that you were with me even through the times of darkness, I know even though I'm such a small thing, you still care for me.. and now I am in a humans hand, a human you love so dearly.. more than me for sure, but I thank you that you have given me a privillage to be in a hand of a person u favour..

I wish that I could be like a seed, that blooms, I wish that in darkness I look at the Lord, but why should I wish, I have it!... and tho the darkness falls unto me, the light shines ever so more brightly... what light you may ask? and I say try Accepting Christ and you will know =)

I do not know why I wrote this story, I do not know if it helps any one of you, you maybe angry at me, no one reads my blog, no one comments it any more, it reminds me of how dead it is haha, it's become like such a diary..

But still I say GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! and take care.. my brothers... and sisters love ya all.. too much T.T

Chinese New year eVe

Ho ho.. it's Chinese new year eve, why the heck am i posting you may ask? well Partly to keep my self occupied so I dont need to think of depressing things, Also to help me remember that the Lord is here n I am thankful for it.. haha how does that come around you may ask? I don't really know, When I hit the blog, I just feel like thanking the Lord for loads of things. Friends, Family, Enemies @_@ why enemies? well without them.. how could I follow the Lords command? lol ^.^.

OOoo Tommorrow is another day, CNY, lots of Angpau... I've been thinking about the First fruits thingy... my first ang pau is going into the offering bag lol. But the thing is.. hahha I want to do it so much, yet I know if the first is from my gran or dad it's gonna be a high lumpsome, and as a human I feel greedy :PPP but I'm also scared that they will call me stupid for doing things such as that... I wonder who reads my blog, I could list some rare vistitors, let's see.. only one person in my links. and that would be! ASHLEY, to you who do not know him, he's a buddy from high school. Lolz, Mathew, who is also in my links, but I think he's long forgotten about my site haha.. my blog is a forgotten blog:P and I'm a person that ventures into blogs where my friends think no one reads, but I do, just they never thought that I still exsited :P, any howz,
God bless ya all, and take care ya'll,
To you brethern and sisters Love ya all, and same goes to my enemies^.^

When God blesses, HE BLESSES

man wow wohoo... hahaha well this actually all happened yesterday :P I got a new laptop and my pc got fixxed. a few weeks ago i got a new keyboard.. n I was playing on it(for those who maybe slightly baffled at this time, no it's not the keyboard for the pc, it's the musical one :P). you know... in the bible it says test me if I do not open the gates or was it windows of heaven and overflow with blessings... thats when moses tithed, So... I decided and said, ALright my Lord, I'm gonna take this oppurtunity to test you, since this is the only time you let me xD. So I decided, 10% of my allowance goes into the offering bag, you guys dont need to know how much. Then the next thing i know is my dad taking me out to buy a laptop, I was like O_O wikid, and before that it was him taking me out to get a keyboard!! HAHAHA amazing... the blessings come out so very often... I often say I'm spoilt, coz it's true. People see me as spoilt. I get too much, and I get the things I want, thus I am spoilt lol. But I realised... most of the things I wanted, came from the Lord, through my Dad, hard for some to believe but it's true. Some of them I prayed for(xbox 360) others was the blessing of the Lord(tithing test). I thank the Lord I have such a nice family.. It's true I don't deserve any of these things.. nothing, But the Lord still blesses.

Here's another testimony, I had an event running.. well organizing an event for almost over a year... it kept failign n prosponing.. until a point where I nearly gave up. But the Lord told me not to give up.. atr least thats what I thought he said... then eventually it was all planned out. I was relived my whole party was relieved and every one was happy. BUT YOU know what?!?! the event didn't LAUNCH. I was disapointed... I thought to myself I worked so hard.. so long.. I prayed so hard... and what does it end up as a failure. and if this event doesnt launch we don't get our certificate for being in Co cirlicullm.. however you spell it. Then one week after the failure, there was an assembly, and I was called out to recieve a certificate... WOAH yea... thats what I thought. I got a cert for being the president of my club, and not only that!!!! I got another cert for organizing an assembly held last year.. WOAH yea thats what i thought... I had to walk up n down the assembly collecting my certs lol. BUT PRAISE THE LORD, no matter whewre failures may lay, you only fail when you give up.. but even when you give up, THE LORD STILL BLESSES. man so much has happened this year

Spoken words

Since I'm on the ytopic of talking about God, many of you may find this starange. The Lord God spoke to me, he told me this year is gonna be a good year, FULL of blessings. Look out for this year, COZ God is gonna work like you never seen him work before...(ok I over exagerated that part) man.. I'm so excited... and now. When ever I read the bible. I used to read it.. and only some phrases meant something to me, but now when I read it each passage or more like verse means something to me. it has a blessing locked behind it, love.

Discovery

I was going through the blog links on my blog, only go on 2 lol. one is Ashley, where he stated theres an add image button now! and I just noticed there is!!! WOWOWOWOW lol, secondly is Crystlyn's blog(Sher may's) WHo I havn't actually had a proper convosation with for over a year or so, probally due to arguments we had, or.. the annoyance of me or her:P vice versa haha, but at that time I was kinda angery, and I blame myself for not gaurdingmy heart form the firey darts of the devil. I let anger consume me, and many other things. I was almost not me hahaha, amke that I Was not me lol. But I put the past behind me, let all those bondages be broken, lifted up to the Lord, even tho I do think about it some times, and decided to go to her blog, randomly, thinking YEA shes not gonna blog anythign any way. and the next thing I know. click. W000000tttt shes bloged, haha I read through all of it, then decided ok now I will comment. commented and guess what hahaha, SHE doesnt know who I am =p. IN a sense thats a Good thing :P so I decided to go to her friends blog (her bf's) haha I'm so glad to see he has an obsession with Christ as i do. Man I'm glad to see prayers being answered.. Ask and you shall recieve. =) I'm gonna message her a chinese new year greeting(even tho I dont even know if it's her any more:P but she replied ot the birthday greeting so I'll assume its still the same)01*-****** HA undisclosed sorry :P hwo could I blur out some ones number but my own =p. Mines funky, 012-33(sisters name in Chinese)52(just means fifty two duh)549(which means doesn't need to play in Cantonese). hahahhaa thats how I memorise it, any wayz for those who are gonna call me, I say dsont bother, :P unless your gonna talk about Christ. or if your interessted =p... Dont call for fun, it'd be a waste of your money hahaha.

lets try this picture thing... man the pic appears above haha, who cares, thats me and ben, me to the right, ben to the left.

Peace out, and God bless ya alll!!!!!!
Chris.

A new year!

Wow it's already a new year.. amazing how time flies by haha xD, this year is gonna be a tough and interesstign year I reakon, FINAL YEAR WOHOO*COUGHS* naw actually not wohoo... I'm too young to go and work!!! but then again, who cares :P who evers reading this is probally saying, quit your whining life goes on. Haha, and you know what YOUR RIGHT AHHAHAHAHA. But whats the harm in a lil whinning now and again, it's fun xP. Well I just arrived back form UK on saturday. interessting time there, it snowed once :O yea you read it right it SNOWED IN CARDIFF it's like a rarity... haha. But the snow didn't last long unfortunatly. it hardly rained which is like so awesome, no rain in winter what a blessing!

I got tonnes of new things, so mucht hat I had to eat some sweets so that my baggage wouldn't be over wieght haha xD. every one says I look fatter, but I don't weigh fatter :P. it's probally coz all the food went to my cheeks n puffed me up a lil. lolx. oo Christmas was cool.. I got an electronic bible !!! man now thats neat hahaha. I had roast wioth proper gravy ohhh.... *drribles* lol some things you just can't get back here in Malaysia.

oo on the way back on the plane it was kinda funny, this woman was talkign to me just as we were landing askign me if it would rain alot, and she said it doesnt rain as much as the east coast in this time of the year right?... I weas like yea... the east coast floods but it's the moonsoon season isn't it? I told her that and she says oh I hope it doesn't rainf or the 3 weeks when shes over, and I'm sure it won't lol. She came with her whole family of 4 and a sister in law(ok I know thats part of the family too haha) I'm glad people visit malaysia all excited, it's nice to see a smiling face when ur on a plane or any where really haha. :D p.s she was not young and yes she was probally as old as my mother or older hahaxD. so don't you lil readers think of me flirting xP. besides I'm a bad flirter hahahhaha.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAAAAA I GOT AN XBOX 360!! YEA U HEARD ME 360 sixtttttyyyyy yeeeaaaaa mwhahahahhahhahahhahaha that should keep me off dota and ro for a while :P not that ro is dead in my books, I might hook on to WoW or guild wars(which all my friends are currently playign haha). mmm 360...., boo uni starts on thursday.. yea gay eh? DEFINATLY I DUNN WANNANANANNANA GO BACK YET :( Let me rest for another erm... year? hahahaha oh well the show must go on (or the life).

oh to all you readers out there hope u have a wonderful new year God loves ya, trust me, if you don't believe me go to your nearest Church and ask , does God really Love me?:P he loves you and so do I :P but God loves you so much more!!! GOD BLESS YA ALL

BE SURE TO CHAT IN THE CHAT BOX THING I GOT erm scroll all the way down to see it =} looking forward to chattign to all ya fans(as if I had any XD)