You know I don't know why I bother to actually post a blog any more. I dont think any one actually reads it any more but if they do hey, your welcome to:).
I dunno, I guess feelings are tossing and turning, but not for the worste I guess, you know I used to be depressed sometimes and mean at others, probally still quite mean haha, but that doesnt matter =pp. Well to tell you whats happening I have been in uk for the past few weeks, it's fairly cold, but it seems ok to me. I am going to move to my finall year of degree, and I've been having a splended time with my sisters and mum over here. And of course the most important thing in my life is God, In malaysia Ive grown very close to him n known him more and more. it's amazing what he reveals no matter where I am.

The other day when my mum was driving home it hit me, the only place I have been depressed is in malaysia, but during the time of thinking about it. I felt that my Life is actually worth living for once, I felt happy n filled with Joy and the Lord is so wonderful hes the one that gave me the reason!

well May God bless you all bad good, alike... Jesus Died for us all, and we are all bad. I just pray for the ones not saved that you wil one day open your eyes and feel the Joy of the Lord... Adios and God bless!