Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Not part of the story, just some self talking :)


One day, one day... I will die and be free of this world!, world of torment.. and evil and things...
But I ask you, I have life on my right hand, death on the other... why do you continue to choose death over life?
Why? LIFE is but a torment... a torture.. suffering, and well death is a ticket out of it all.
What makes you so sure, death is a ticket out? if life is a torment, what more is Death!
How can death be a torment, if all you feel is nothing!
Who told you that there was no pain or suffering after death?, why are you so selfish.. selfcentered! your so foolish in your thinking... death is a ticket out. out into a new world of suffering.. but you don't realise that it's maybe not you whose suffering... but your spirit!
Is it not we reach heaven after this place of suffering... a place of paradise, a reason to go on...
yes... are you not blind? is that not another life... if life is such a torment. then why do u want to go to heaven?
If I don't die, how will I go to heaven?
You poor old minded person! you live on earth, and you can enjoy heaven NOW! on earth..
Well what if there is no heaven after death? then there is nothign to worry for!
If so, I say to you... That suffering will come FROM your death! Rather then from your life... think open your eyes, and you will see why! you can' take it! but why cause more torment by choosing death... I leave u with this and that is all I leave you with.

No no... WAIT! come back... you never told me why there is more torment...

( can you guys figure it out! hope so... the most loney person in this world, isn't the person without friends... nor is it the person with friends. It is the person with no compassion... no reason to live, but every one has a reason to live. If you don't I suggest you go to your closest church and ask loads of Questions about God to a Pastor/priest.)

Chris, the person who is in constant torment, from bad habbits and a broken heart... no matter how much I try.. I fail.. I wish she felt what I feel and know how badly she punched me. but she shall never know. Because she has be sliced...