A pain, a fear, a love, a tear..

take my hand!!
Noo... I can't
TAKE IT!!! quickly!!
but...
please take it before it's too late!
I...it.. I want to.. but I can't
Tears flew around that day... nothing but tears... why

couldn't she just hold my hand.. she would have escaped..
No one knows... not even me... like a pillar of fire hit

from the sky... it was hot burning fuel.. everythings

strange.. some times I dont understand! Take the fire and

burn me out! cool it and make me freeze...
The past is like a scar.... the pains u shall never

forget... u wanna reach out so much... u want to have it

all again.. u want it all to subside.. but u can't... you

don't understand.. don't cry.... stay firm... thats what

we all say to ourselves... tears are for whimps, we try to

convince ourselves... tears... just keep pouring out no

matter what you say... in your mind u say this is not

logical... TEARS arn't coming out.. but inside of you... u

feel the streaming....u cry to God... he answers... he

knows the pains u are going through.. and comforts you...

he wants u to know that he's working... in you... he's

changing you... slowly, he wants you to know him more...

yes.. even though u can't bear to do a thing... he's there

with his hands.. touching you... the only hand that will

never leave you... fear he knows... the fear you have...

and is fighting fear itself...he wants you to know.. he

loves you more than you can ever imagine.. he loves you

more than your words can say... he wants you to feel

comforted... he wants to touch your heart... he wants to

set u free... for it is not fear that should be with you

but love... his compassion spreads out more than this

universe could ever contain... can you hear him? he's

talking to you my dear... he's wanting to speak to you...

can you hear?

Oh, how the beauty of the sun arrays....
How the light breaks through all the darkness...
How wondrous it is rising in the morning...
How romantic it is as it sets...
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As a bright ball up high in the sky. It has much responsibility. Like the glue that keeps things together, it never gives up. Though the planets are slipping further, it tries it's best to hold on...Never is there a dull moment that the sun has, though having so much responsibility the sun continues to shine...
IT shines in persistency... It knows without it there would be nothing but darkness and coldness... Yet no Darkness has beheld it, for darkness and light cannot be as one.
The sun is kind and not greedy.... it takes the moon into consideration and through the reflection of the sun, the moon becomes a powerful ruler at night. But without the sun. it would be nothing.. it would be powerless....
Though the cold may surround and when one draws close in space, they cannot feel the heat, knowing the sun is enough... As if one knows the sun, they know the warmth and touch it truly provides...
One can curse the sun, but the sun will never turn it's back and leave you in total darkness. But one can hide in darkness away from the light, even as the light shines forth so freely for you!
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The sun is a bit like Christ, no matter what we do it will not turn it's back on you, he waits and gives you and opportunity to step in a relationship with him. The moon is like us... powerless and useless without the "Sun". The planets are like time; The Sun's still around but the planets are getting further.... We should get to the light, whiles the sun is still near....
God will always shine. Even if the sun might diminish God will shine forever!

John 3:19
This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil.

1 Peter 1:25
but the word of the Lord stands forever." And this is the word that was preached to you.

Hebrews 13:5
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

Isaiah 55:6
Seek the LORD while he may be found; call on him while he is near.

John 6:35
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.

John 11:25
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies;

John 12:46
I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.

-- I hope you all have been blessed.. found sheep and lost sheep alike! God loves all humans... God loves you.. God bless ya :)
-Chris

hmm Dunno what to write as a story, but the title came as eyes! lets see what I can stir up for today,

You may be the poorest and most ill person in the world, the most despised and hurt person in the world, you may feel that people seem so strange and awkward around you.. but in the eye's of the father, You are the most beautiful thing created.

Mother Terresa once said, "I see Jesus in the eyes of the poor of the poorest." You may not see him, and your eyes may be blind unto him, but he's there and he's watching you...
He takes care of all the sparrows, the flowers adn his eyes are still set upon you!

There was once a blind man that could not see, but he could still call out to Jesus.. his eyes were set upon him, yet he could not see...

There was once a huge crowd of high priests and Phariessies, who had eyes liek and hawk, able to see what is wrong wiht you and what is right, but could not see much things in themselevs, and most of all the Salvation.

There was once a TV show, that had a pastor, who was going blind, he told the whole congregation to pray for him, that his operations would go forth sucessfully and he would be healed! but instead it failed, and though the congregation was disapointed as well as himself, He told them, "I have lost my vision physically, But I can see much more now"

There was once a blind man which was seen by many people, and they ask Jesus, Whose sin was it that made this person born blind, his own sin or his parents, And Jesus replied, Niether, it was done so that the glory of God may work through him.

There was once a man who said, he who has eyes see, he who has ears hear me... and that man was Jesus!

To you he knows how many hairs are on your head, he sees you, and he died for you.. he coulda just voiced out when he was in court! but he saw the future.. and the end result!, his eyes were open and he kept silent.. like a lamb to the slaughter he suffered EXTERME pain and whips so much so he became what people say as, unreconizable.. ever heard of the saying "I will punch u till your own mama won't recognize you?" Well Jesus went through more than just a punching...
In his eyes.. he saw that all this pain and suffering.. that going through hell for 3 days, Will give you a chance of salvation.. he took it all for you... and all you have to do is believe... He was silent.. for your sake, and he suffered for you...

Through the eyes of man, I can say much destruction and decay is happening, through the eyes of God I can say much love is for you, through my own eyes.. I see how Christ suffered.. not only for me.. But for each and every one of you!

Eyes.. vision, blidness.. nothigns an boundary!

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Well that was more like qoutes and comments than a storry but I think I'll keep it around!

May you all be blessed greatly!
-Chris

Mirror

Feldor looked himself in the mirror and spoke to himself saying,
The worlds too real.. and it still hurts around...
No ones gonnna come and comfort you, you gotta stay around..
I don't why or what makes me wanna go on, but I guess you just have to..
Life's getting tougher.. and there's no short cut.. What is it to be like in the mirror?
Is everything easier.. everythign backward? does choas mean comfort? are the rich the poor? and being poor good?.. I don't get it... When I look you.. my reflection, all I see is me.. and when I comb my hair to the left, I look exactly like you.. more and more... each day..
It's funny, why isit just a relection of you.. wonder why... wonder how..
Every ones just saying go on with life, don't trust no one...
do what you want and live life ot the fullest..
I wonder you my relflection.. how you feel? do you live life to the fullesT?
I dunno, when I do I feel a empty void within me.. all the girls all the drugs, they don't help all...
I got all the money in the world, yet, nothing's filling in this void.. I want more and more.. but the more I get the bigger this void feels.. Don't you wish?
hmm.. I mean I wish I had some one to hold on to.. some one I could trust..

*bang door slams*
Feldor shocked turned around and saw Selina,
Selina: You are talking to yourself again?
Feldor: yeap.. life's not going the way I want it now a days
Selina: No point starting in the mirror, your not gonna change it like that!
Feldor: at least I can talk to some one that understands..
Selina: There is some one that understands.. I'm sure of it the worlds huge..
Feldor: Well you never suffered as bad as me.. my past is as dark as the bottomless pit.. Full of deciet lies, and abuse.. and the World says thats the way it should be.
Selina: Well yes I havn't had a bad past like you, and no my past is not full of lies and deciet, but doesn't mean it's been all dandy.
Feldor: if you knew how I felt you would be doing the same.
Selina: If I was as rich as you, I wouldn't be spending it on sex, or drugs, I'll be enjoying my spar treatments and massages..mmmmm*dreamy look*
Feldor: blah Even if I did spend it on such thigns it's not gonna satisfy me for long.. in fact all these bloody thigns on the planet only gives temporal satisfaction
Selina: True.. *smiles* lifes not too bad come on cheer up
Feldor: heh.. I may look liek the happiest person in the world but I ain't..
Selina: hmm I've known you for ages.. and you have never opened up like this to me before... some things really up.. care to share?
Feldor: I... I can't.. I was taught not to trust any one...not even you..
Selina: It's ok.. I won't tell any one I promise, it's between you me and God
Feldor: God? bah! if he was real he wouldn't let me feel this void in me
Selina: you don't believe in God?
Feldor: Nope! He reminds me of some one gay.. in white clouds doing boring stuff ZZzz
Selina: oh HAHAHA how you have been mistaken all your life! it's nothing like that my dear friend
Feldor: huh what do you mean? look at those pictures of Jesus and stuff.. all white harp playing.. super plain skies.. if thats heaven I'd rather Go to hell!
Selina: oh my.. Hell is worste, heavens' not like that... It's paradise.
Feldor: it's still plain,,
Selina: no infact it's quite colourful.. you see the skies.. the sun sets? the moon at night? the stars that twinkle.. the wonderful beach.. the weet sound of the sea brushing on the sand..
Feldor: never really noticed... *stares out the window into the starry night.*
Feldor: heh.. I guess your right.. it does look kinda nice..
Selina: yeap! *huge smile appears on her face* and God made all that.. If he made that what more of heaven! it's gonna be even more Exciting than your discos.. night clubs! more attractive than the girls you sleep with, and heck more fun than sex or chocolate..mmm chocolate*thinks to herself, Closest thing to heaven*
Feldor: I never thought of that... then why do artists draw heaven as white cloudy and boring angles on a harp... Jesus like a woman...?
Selina: you know what! I have no idea haha*sticks tongue out* maybe they were boring eh?
Feldor: haha prehaps, artists.. they can make beautiful pictures and yet they can't make heaven the way you describe it, btu instead makes it the opposite!
Selina: haha yeap! *winks* I think it's good you don't know what heaven looks like, then you can stretch you imagination! but the bible says it's super colourful!
Feldor: hmm.. so if God loves the world so much why did he let people be poor? Why the povety? he can get rid of all that make our lives easier.
Selina: You ever seen the poorest person in the world? who has found God in thier lives? you ask them, are you suffering alot? does this poverty give you much pain? I know one person that had cancer.. worried coz he only had 3 months to live, then prayed God healed him, he might not be the richest person in the world, but he said when I asked him arn';t you scared oyu gonna die, he said, well I'm nto dead yet after 1 year, I wanna be a exsample of God's glory and if I died I 'll go to heaven any way..
Feldor:.. and what's this gotta do with all the poverty? people still hurt!
Selina: can't you see.. thier not poor, they have God and they rejoice, They love it! they celebrate in church, and they have peace and dreams... they have hope Coz of God...
Feldor: and those who don't knwo God? he lets them suffer!
Selina: yea.. you would think so, but look at a great exsample you and me know, Mother terresa, she was sent by God to help the poorest of poorest! and think of this, God sent her.. if God didn't care he would have just let them all die without sending people to them..
Feldor: and the rest of the world? the ones that don't know, like the tribes?
Selina: oh but they will know God... he has his ways just you don't know, he could have already spoken to them just thier ignorant, liek most people are
Feldor: hmm... you mean like me
Selina: haha you said it not me.
Feldor: I wanna ask you, when you look into the mirror, who do you see?
Selina: I see me, and Christ
Feldor: you see Christ, Your joking when I see you looking at the mirror I only see you
Selina: but thats what you see! Christ is what makes me go on, he's what makes me live and walk, the one person that I can trust with no fear, the one person I can speak to and he won't backstab me.
Feldor: hmm.. really? hwo can you be so sure?
Selina: simple, he died suffered for me
Feldor: not much.. look at the paintings, even the passion of Christ doesn't look as much suffering as some movies..
Selina: that's coz they couldn't make it as bad as it really was.. you knwo in the bible it says, he was scorned, and when he hung on the cross he wasn't reconizable anymore, he was liek a peice of meat... bones exposed.. worste than any movies you seen and he was still living just for you and me!
Feldor: oouch... that much huh?.. hwo can you even trust the bible? it's written by men not God!
Selina: yes it is written by witness of God and besides who says God can't use normal people! in fact all the poeple you read about in the bible arn't super human, they all have faults, drunkens, adulterers, but God can still sue them
Feldor: then God isn't just!
Selina: haha if there was a perfect human, he would have to be God to restrain form all the human faults of this world! and that is exactly why Jesus was here!
Feldor: hmm... good point... why poeple! why not animals?
Selina: simple! God made you in hsi image, and God breathed in you not animals you have a spirit animals don't!
Feldor: hmm... ok.. gee God's like too good to be true.. gave us such an easy path.
Selina, easy as it sounds, Jesus had to suffer more than any one in this world, betrayed, slaughtered, spat on, clothes gambled for, and worste of all he had to be seprated from God on the cross, just coz he took all our sins for us on the cross, pineed down. Too good to be true? indeed, no problems in life? wrong, we will have troubles, alot of them, just liek you do now, but the difference is, I have God to talk to to pour my feelings to and he is the one that keeps me going.
Feldor: hmm.. God.. is he the one thing missing in my life?
Selina: prehaps *smiles* I hold another mirror that you can to if you just believe
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well this was a long story dialog... I don't mind if you don't like it, but just read it prehaps it will answer some questions, well I just wanna add a few things, we don't have to be perfect to know God, we don't have to be Holy to know God well... we just need to affirm that Jesus Christ is our saviour and Lord, and thats it we will be based on what Jesus can do not ourselves. If we become perfect before knwoing God then we don't need Jesus.
Noah(built the arc) was an drunkyard, Moses, was an bad tempered man, Abraham was a liar(said his wife was his sister just to save hsi own neck), David(yeap the one that killed Goliath-the giant) was an adulterer. No one is perfect, But Christ...
2 Corinthians 3:18
But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory just as by the Spirit of the Lord