Aftermath

Man.. even though I did succeed in the 6am.. haha my body is aching all de way through! well.. Got through today thankfully dragging the legs around in pain haha! I still don't believe 5 mins can cause so much damage (repairs) on my body! haha...

hmmm I don't have much to post, just posting for the sake of updating for now! anything els eI'll update ya all!

God bless

-Chris

6am!

Yeah I suceeded! I woke up at 6... and napped till 6:25 :P... Then got me trainers on... managed to get out of the house and started jogging!

at first I Felt great thinking hey this isn't as hard as last time! ohh.... how I thought I would suceed... in my 30 min.. Guess what?! i failed... But heck we all gotta start somewhere right?!.. Well I went around jogging and my dog was following me and running after me all the way.. till I got tired after 5 mins! MY GOODNESS 5 MINITUES! haha... well.. I found out the air isn't as fresh as it used to be at 6am~ I was having difficulty breathing for a while.. but alls well ends well.. after 10 mins i managed to reach home.. take a cold/warm shower.... sit and get ready for work... haha!

Well John I dunno how you do it! sure got some spirit to be able to wake so early to jog man...!

Anything else to post? hmm erm... nah save it for next time.

God bless.

Chris

::Waking up early is hard, but once u did it.. you'll feel like you got a lot of time in hand before heading out to work!::

Needs to start drinking

Alright, as bizzare as it may sound! I need to start to drink.. haha.. but obviously in moderation.. so time to rampage around n see which drink suits me best. *smiles widely*. One things for sure tho, I still don't like beer haha! tho apple shandy tastes quite nice :D.

So why start drinking?! you might ask me, isn't it a sin to drink...? my answer to that is, no.. it's not a sin to drink, and no I'm not encouraging you to drink either... lol. But I have discovered... drinking is good for you! haha.. so as long as you don't endulge in it, drink in small and moderate portions.. not in large lumpsomes. Other wise it will have the opposite effect.

Here's my discovery, drinking in moderation helps improve, cognitive memory... you can check it out here (http://health.howstuffworks.com/10-ways-to-improve-memory1.htm) also there must be something gd in it esp when paul encourages timothy to drink a lil in EVERYTHING.. gee imagine juice with wine.. no wonder cocktails appeared! hehe

1 Timothy 5:23 "Stop drinking only water, and use a little wine because of your stomach and your frequent illnesses. " - this might just help me with my frequency too? hehe...

but as i said in moderation ~ proverbs 23:31 " 31 Do not gaze at wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup, when it goes down smoothly!"

God bless! :)

-Chris
::Mystries of life are uncovered day by day, life gets better as the day goes by, life gets richer as God comes in::

Thank you

Thank you for being by my side,
Thank you for the joy you brought,
Thank you for the burdens we share,
Thank you that you're there,
Thank you that I have you,

You're the one that I have fallen for,
The one person that captured my heart so long,
As precious as this heart is,
You're holding it carefully,
full of love and care.

Thank you for letting God step in,
Thank you for letting God be the center,
Thank you for listening,
Thank you for talking,

Though some times I feel you've changed,
I still love the way you say I love you,
I miss the times you say it spontaneously,
and how you showed your love towards me.

Thank you for holding my hand,
Thank you for being mine,
Thank you for new friends you shown,
Thank you for showing me things I knew not.

I miss your kisses,
I miss your hugs,
I miss much about you,
BUT MOST OF ALL,
I MISS YOU.

Thank you for everything,
I want to tell you here what I told you before,
I love you, because of you...
...................................................

Thanks Lord.. for Friends, Thanks Lord for family, Thanks Lord for holding me, Thanks for salvation. and thanks for my dear =)

God bless ya all,

-Chris

::Funny thing life is, we can sometimes lose insight of others, coz we keep looking at ourselves, building a wall with own effort, when all we need to do is let God in and protect us! For He who is in us is greater than those in the world::

As usual

Well as usual.. i blog a lil while later from my previous blog.. and feeling like blogging after reading john's blog coz of his constant updates.

So what can I say? well.. haha actually nothing much has been happening these days, been looking for a lenova eebook.. do u believe it i went to low yat... megamall and digital mall. and all the same price! ALL DO NOT HAVE GOTHIC BLACK! AND ALL DO NOT ALLOW BArgining.. (darn thier real good with thier marketting lenova that is..) there is no variation of even one sen! do u believe it..? low yat No stock at all, megamall no black(refil next month) Didgital mall no black(refill today hopefully)....

so why am I looking for this book? and why is it on such high demand!? well I am looking for it for my mother... for her birthday present! as for why is it on high demand 1. coz it's damn cheap compared to other eebooks... 2nd I have no idea :P.

haha interessting.. so whats this eebook? it's a lappy.. which has been strunk to a size of a small book.. so u can carry it in a handbag or what not without any one noticing that you have it.. it's mainly used for the net! haha... ah well thats all I'll update this round i think.. more interessting things next time around

God bless,

Chris

p.s I updated by uploading a vid clip by casting crowns:P

Not here to judge

These were the words by Ps.Kevin today (chc). I dunno why but these words gave me so much comfort... not that it was said directly by God or he said Thus saith the Lord... BUT that the way he said it reminded me of how our Heavenly Father is really like.. and what Jesus did and came for.

Ps Kevin said something like this: I am not here to judge you, I am not here to give you new sets of law, I am not here to say, you are in CHC here's the 10 commandments and 1000 pharsical laws.. (and other laws) But I am here to bring the glory of God down into your lives, so that the Glory of the Lord may be amongst you while you work, while you are studying, that the Glory of the Lord, helps you in pursuing your dream. My Job is not to tell you what you can do, and what you can't do. Don't let any one ever tell you, that your dream is not worth it. No Pursue it! I am here to teach God's glory to you, to teach you what God wants you to have in your life... I am not here to judge. No one can judge you.

I dunno these words reminded me... of what a pastor really is, their not law givers.. in fact, they are shepherds, they are the image of Christ... and what He said really made sense... coz Jesus said before, I have not come into this world to judge.

Yes as Christians, we should know what's right from wrong in God's eyes... And yes coz of love we obey! =) but thats the thing that made everything about this service today great.. wasn't only about the music, but the offering challenge speech was amazing.. no one can force you, to give... don't give coz YOU HAVE TO, but give COZ YOU WANT TO!

So many will ask me, does that mean I can do wrong as a Christian? Then I should ask back, Do you want to do something that will hurt some one precious to you?

It's like this friends. you have a girl friend/ boy friend, what you going to do? if you know this bad habbit of yours if hurting them deep inside, will you strive to do it more? if you knew let's say they won't leave you... would you persist in doing it? to hurt some one you love? then you know what I mean by you want to do what's right in God's eyes. Instead of YOU HAVE TO!

=)

That's all! God bless ya all~

-Chris

Missing ...

I said no more sad posts.. but you know I really feel like posting this one...

This post is dedicated to my only grand pap that was alive when i was born... He was a very tall man.. 6 foot tall.. but I only saw him a few times in my entire life... He passed away last year...

To think he didn't even get to see how I've grown.. wonder what was in his heart? to not be able to see his grand children much.. wonder if he expected it? though he smoked, which I didn't really like.. but some how I miss him..

It brings tears to my eyes... I feel like.. I didn't really get to know him... why is life so fragile God? it's like time flies by so fast... and we take every moment for granted... when each second is actually a veyr precious second... Where instead of sitting in front of computer games we could be sitting with our parents watching tv.. talking about whats happening..

Some how computer has drawn over it all.. hidden in this chamber of the house... making me lose every opportunity of getting to spend precious time with family... I'm kinda sad I don't get to see my grand paps.. next time i go miri... I'm sad.. I want my grand ma to see me at least once within these 12 months... so I can just hug her once,... My grand ma on my mum's side.. so she can see her grand child... how he has grown...

God please keep her within you... continue to encourage her, let her not feel she is a burden, but instead let her feel she is needed... make her feel that she is full of life, to enjoy every moment of it, even tho... her husband has gone to pass... let her smile again... send an angel to guide and comfort her oh Lord.. I am just human oh God...

These tears.. I can feel... very strongly oh Lord.. I havn't had these tears.. since.. the last I thought of such things... don't answer my prayers coz of my tears God... answer them coz you love her God... Father.. Take care of her...

Thanks Oh Father... Thanks...

With love,
-Chris

A Question?

The other week Kherlit's friend sheirly stunned me for a while.. in the middle of an interessting sermon. I kinda fell back and wondered what triggered such a question! haha.. should i post the Question here? hmm.. seems like kherlit has asked me about this before, same goes with her bible teacher.

BUT what is the verdict?... I have no clue! haha.. I'm not ready to do what they have asked. I'm certaintly not comfortable with the decision I am posed with.
It's a bit of a twist and turn if you ask me.. it goes on along these lines.. your in this house.. overseeing some childern.. the question would be would you want to switch houses and be with people ur age... But to me, I can't just yet, I don't feel the calling from God nor do I feel the peace of heart. In fact I don't even feel it's the right time.
But making the decision will come one day I believe.. just not now =)

God bless,
Chris.
::Reaching a cross road is one thing, making the right choice is another, time, thought, and peace is needed in these times. Ask God seek him::