Wednesday, August 20, 2008

No matter what

I have come to realise on thing. No matter how much you feel at times that friends around you will support you. OR you think you can grow total trust with them, in thier hearts.. they will never trust you haha! "never trust any one in this world, not even Christians"(Meng Gek 2004) Guess this is all every ones mentality these days. Kinda Depressing...

But no matter what, no one has ever come near my heart as God... but kherlit has come closer than every other person (esp through much of the pains and growing in a relationship that makes it that much solid-er). Why I say so, I do love my parents and i know they love me.. but sometimes I dunno, guess I can't say 'freedom' but I'd much prefer it if they just had a lil more confidence that nothing bad will happen to me.. at least I will feel a little more assured that they can get some rest without having to worry so much. But God I know perices my heart like no one else... since I was young I knew HE was backing me up... I dunno sometimes listening to Christian music just makes me feel good.. haha guess it reminds me of how much God is for me and not against me, and how big He is, and how capable He is.. and give thanks. How he enables me to do all things...


lol thats all for now!

::Trust in God fully and Nothing can go from right to wrong, only wrong to right or never wrong::

Friday, August 15, 2008

Toilets

How many of you actually like crockroaches? personally I hate them haha.... but what do you do if you enter a toilet full of them! I tell ya, I went to the toilet in and it was filled with croroaches.. first time was ok, they were small little cute babies.. maybe only 1... then the next week they grew bigger! uglier.. and MULTIPLIED! yeap not added and grew.. but multiplied.. 1 became 2.. then later 2-4 then 4-8! it was horrendous! but some how they all eventually died.. thank God... so now when I am doing my big business in the toilet.. if I ever see a small baby crockroach I stamp on it.. lol! sorry to sound cruel to all you who love them.. but toilets ain't a good breeding place for them.. esp when Hygene is concerned...

Second thing about toilets! Girls you probally don't experience this... but GUYS! you might understand my situation... you walk into the toilet.. and expect.. you know a clean seat to sit on and do your business.. to contribute to global warming.. and there it is! the seat is soaked.. it's not so bad.. if it's soaked with water.. but this isn't the case for us guys.. for some reason we think our little brother is bigger than it actually is... please guys.. stand closer.. coz you keep getting it on the seat! Disguisting I know! I don't understand why they don't go to the urinals.. ok if not the urinals.. lift the seat up... thats why it was ivented to be lifted for... ok it's bad enough to have pee all over the seat.. then I wash it out of decency... and then wipe it dry clean.. then just as I want to drop my trousers for a poop.. HEY WHAT HAVE WE HERRE???!?!?! SLIVA ALL OVER THE FLOOOrr.... you know that most guys toilets that hanging thing is broken right? .. so there we struggle to keep our trousers up whilst tryoing to do a dump.. and then som sliva gets on ur trousers... abnd you gotta wipe it off.. it's horrible man...

third thing, for the place I am frequently going to... the cleaners got lazy! they didnt refill that soap thing.. it';s horrid.. you can only use soap during lunch time before u makan haha.... ah wellz...

on the bright side.. it doesn't stink too much.. and the hand dryer is working.. yea urinals are waterless using some cubes.. which I find cool.. besides all that.. ehem.. no more comment! oh btw if u ever wondered why urinals had that hug pointiy thing poking out at the bottom guys.. I figured it out.. it's for those who think thier lil brother is bigger than it actually is.. so the urine doesn't splass on the floor! hilarous.. I once read... in a toilet.. of a CYBER CAFE! "stand closer... it's not as big as you think" pretty cool sign...

any hows thats all about my toilet post!

-Chris

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Check this news report out XD


Beijing Olympic 2008 opening ceremony giant firework footprints 'faked'



Parts of the spectacular Beijing Olympics opening ceremony on Friday were faked because of fears over live filming, it has emerged.

By Richard Spencer in Beijing Last Updated: 6:58PM BST 10 Aug 2008

Organisers feared it would be too difficult to capture each footprint live so inserted computer graphics for viewers at home and in the Bird's Nest stadium Photo: KENT NEWS
As the ceremony got under way with a dramatic, drummed countdown, viewers watching at home and on giant screens inside the Bird's Nest National Stadium watched as a series of giant footprints outlined in fireworks processed gloriously above the city from Tiananmen Square.
What they did not realise was that what they were watching was in fact computer graphics, meticulously created over a period of months and inserted into the coverage electronically at exactly the right moment.
The fireworks were there for real, outside the stadium. But those responsible for filming the extravaganza decided in advance it would be impossible to capture all 29 footprints from the air.
As a result, only the last, visible from the camera stands inside the Bird's Nest was captured on film.
The trick was revealed in a local Chinese newspaper, the Beijing Times, at the weekend.
Gao Xiaolong, head of the visual effects team for the ceremony, said it had taken almost a year to create the 55-second sequence. Meticulous efforts were made to ensure the sequence was as unnoticeable as possible: they sought advice from the Beijing meteorological office as to how to recreate the hazy effects of Beijing's smog at night, and inserted a slight camera shake effect to simulate the idea that it was filmed from a helicopter.
"Seeing how it worked out, it was still a bit too bright compared to the actual fireworks," he said. "But most of the audience thought it was filmed live - so that was mission accomplished."
He said the main problem with trying to shoot the real thing was the difficulty of placing the television helicopter at the right angle to see all 28 footsteps in a row.
One advisor to the Beijing Olympic Committee (BOCOG) defended the decision to use make-believe to impress the viewer. "It would have been prohibitive to have tried to film it live," he said. "We could not put the helicopter pilot at risk by making him try to follow the firework route."
A spokeswoman for BOCOG said the final decision had been made by Beijing Olympic Broadcasting, the joint venture between the International Olympic Committee and local organisers that is responsible for providing the main "feeds" of all Olympic events to viewers around the world.
"As far as we are concerned, we let off the fireworks - that's what's important to us," she said.
Mr Gao said he was worried that technologically literate viewers who spotted the join might be critical, but comments online suggested more admiration of the result.
Although the event as a whole received rapturous reviews abroad, that has not been entirely the case at home. Some internet comments were hostile, saying that while it looked stunning the contents were vacuous.
Others focused on the sheer numbers of people involved - more than 16,000 performers, mostly from People's Liberation Army song and dance troops.
"That certainly showed China's unique character," said one comment. "Namely, that we have 1.3 billion people."
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I got it from yahoo hehe... erm forgot the page link so~ sorry t whoever wrote it =)

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Crushed rose

In All the world around me,

I see a life before me,

The roads are paved with roses,

as I walka long this road of roses,

the throns peirce deep in my feet,

but as I see the rose crushed,

I see the one who was crush for me,

the thorns remind me of a crown,

worn by a king of kings,

and the pericings remind me of a hand,

that took on the burden of the world,

and all this blood and wounds may stain,

but the beauty of it all remains,

roses are red,

viloets are blue,

my saviour reigns,

before all rules.

like a rose trampled and distorted,

so as he the pains he bore,

all for me and all for you,

so you might be free in the road before thee.

Monday, August 04, 2008

What to say?

Well I dunno what to say but I am kinda tired:P been reading documents non stop trying to extend my knowledge way beyond any point! hehe... so this is what happened.. I have signed up for a memory retention course which will certify me and mak eme arecognized international memory trainer teacher, but main thing I want to learn this is so I can remmeber all those docs I read up! :)

I want to be the best I can be as an SAP BASIS... but still lots to learn.. I mean I need to rememvber my basics the modules:

MM,SD,WH,FI,CO,BASIS,ABAP,HR,PP,PS argh and 3 more..

then need to know what goes around in each module.. like mm handles invoices n all.. fi all the cheques and stuff... Sd- all the invoicing , PP dunno lol... u know these things are necessary ontop of whatever I already know! haha techno functional I guess this is what they call us..

hope this memory rentention course works out well! :P might even use it to memorize bible verse xD

Friday, August 01, 2008

what's in these peoples minds?!

I cannot start to understand whats int he minds of rapists... I mean, look at this, now even when the boyfriend is there with 3 other friends, they still plan it out so strategically, to steal from the boyfriend and friends, take the car(which the girlfriend was inside) speed off... then RAPE her.. steal her items.. and drive off with the car! WTF man.. why dont they just leave her n steal the items? you know what.. I dun get whats in thier minds.. and it's getting annoying! I believe girls should be able to carry weapons (after being tested for psycologicaly) for self defence.. haha.. prehaps the handy pepper spray will do? u knwo that one that makes everyone in the room suffer? .. one spray and the person is down ont he floor not onlyw ith eyes burning,.... but finding it SUPER HARD to breathe... I believe this pepper spray costs like 150 ringgit? but shouldn't be used to play with... used only for emergency... the other one.. is the gaurd safe... it's a small black device.. you pull and it makes a very high pitched alarm.. almost deafening the criminal.. I was confiscated from using that haha! the airpot police in uk said I couldn't take it on board.. coz it was too powerful :P... see the power of noise?

Another thing for rape defence would be... this item, used to slot into the and when the rape victum comes, his will be serverly injured.. rednering him useless... of course this item can also be dangerous for husbands, if the wife had mistakenly forgot she was wearing such protection... yea... as I know only surgery can remove this item from the males private part... which would mean rapist is caught almsot instaniously... the only problem with this is... if there is more than one person, no good...

I just can't start to understand whats in the rapist minds... even tho it's wrong but dare I'd say it, I'd rather a guy cheat a girl to sleep with him willingly, than to rape a girl who is unwilling and unaware of anything at all!

Anyway, just wanted to vent out my fustrations~ May God forgive them... and may they one day see God's love... and kindness towards them, and may thier hearts be changed... or else.. well, what can I say? good luck to them, coz there's no reigning in hell..

-Chris