Paint fanaza

welll well I'm back with an update... been painting the ceiling of the living room and toilet.... got myself in an extyereme mess with loads of paint poatches all over me Wahhaha sad huh.... then when I remoevd da maskin tape(is that how u spell it?) the tore the wall paper =/.... SAD :(... now I am waiting for my mum to come back n scream at me wahhaha... sigh... stupid tape >:(... oh well.. what else have I been doing... watching tv eating playign on the laptop... yeap pretty much nothign.. OH oh I went to bible study yesterday talked about jhumans and what they want.. and whats the diff with people with God and ppl without :) dats all folks

Deep sleep

Well today I woke up witha huge sleepiness on my back... I went down maskin taped the room n then went up to the toilet maskintapped it then.... felt like I was gonnan faint so went to bed.. till real late Haha oh yea missed out eating a sandwich before heading to bed... Now I am awake Haha not sure why I am so tired, could it be cause I talked about God so much yesterday that I drained my spirit energy? oh wellz guess I'll never know.. yesterday was awesome, got to talk to old pals on msn, like mat Wahaha.. long time no chat and Erin, amazing hwo time flies, it was just 2 yrs ago I was chatting to them.. and playing gb.. like non stop, now 2 yrs past we all ahve changed.. for the better I hope Lol... I heard yesterday that ppl in Malaysia miss me alot.. well thats probally only my odl gang... all the convos have me inside, thats no good isit? if I am in every convo then it would be like I never ever left malaysia to begin with, don't want that happening now do we:P, anywayz, Yesterday was a bad start of the day, until I realised that the girl had read ther father's letter, Amazing letter form God to each one of us, hoep her spirit was lifted, gonna try send an email to her once a week with Scriptures and care n love :)... okies thats all for now boys n Galls Tara

God bless,

-Chris

Deep sleep

Well today I woke up witha huge sleepiness on my back... I went down maskin taped the room n then went up to the toilet maskintapped it then.... felt like I was gonnan faint so went to bed.. till real late Haha oh yea missed out eating a sandwich before heading to bed... Now I am awake Haha not sure why I am so tired, could it be cause I talked about God so much yesterday that I drained my spirit energy? oh wellz guess I'll never know.. yesterday was awesome, got to talk to old pals on msn, like mat Wahaha.. long time no chat and Erin, amazing hwo time flies, it was just 2 yrs ago I was chatting to them.. and playing gb.. like non stop, now 2 yrs past we all ahve changed.. for the better I hope Lol... I heard yesterday that ppl in Malaysia miss me alot.. well thats probally only my odl gang... all the convos have me inside, thats no good isit? if I am in every convo then it would be like I never ever left malaysia to begin with, don't want that happening now do we:P, anywayz, Yesterday was a bad start of the day, until I realised that the girl had read ther father's letter, Amazing letter form God to each one of us, hoep her spirit was lifted, gonna try send an email to her once a week with Scriptures and care n love :)... okies thats all for now boys n Galls Tara

God bless,

-Chris

Endless waltz

Ahh just wokeup with a splitting tooth ache still... and a night mare.. sorta night mare, let ne tell you about it... I was in a school listenign to the teach then sudddenly there was some sort of evil presence around... This woman, had been using black magic n turned the whole school into a sodom... they announced on the radio, those who do not endulge into sexual acts will be punished and tortured.. then I tried to hide and ended up in a room filled with 3 couples doing stuff... and the women, whome had done was in a dinow in an opposite room(window which she could look through and all we see is a reflection) she tempted me saying, go on, you know you want to, and if you don't you'll be punished severly... some how in me I knew the Holy Spirit was there.. in me I knew God would say this is wrong,... then I had some supernatural abbility to have a concentration of light come out of me... it was so concentrated the window shattered revealing the woman behind the window... for some awkward reason I also had the abbility to flee.. floating n soaring above the rooms to hide... then just as I reached a room which was not infested with black magic and was the way out, I saw a girl whome was not effect... but I flew above the room trying to hide just in case, and the evil woman stormed in, in her rage she screamed at that women in some sort of control room and she said I been tryign to keep track of him.. but I lost him.. then seeing that she was going to corrupt that innocent girl I dropped down, and had a robot all of a sudden(random eh? guess thats what dreams are) thenit fought the evil woman off and she summoned another robot, whislt I Was asking the girl fi she was ok, this robot turned and stabbed the evil woman on the back... she was devestated, crying and calling for help, I rushed to her to see what was wrong, and realised she wasn't even bleeding, tossing me into complete and uter surround of her werid tenticles she talked to me, saying u can't escape, through a gap I could see the exit, but I couldn't reach it.. she did some obsence things on me... and I somehow surrendered... turning into one of them.. i walked with a cry in my head.. why bother.. I can't do anythign might as well make the most of things and surrender.. I walked up the stairs.. to another person.. then that was it.. end of dream... I had another dream where I was helping a family do something, I fell innto a strong current river and tried wiht all my strength to get out my self but getting sucked into a hole I couldn't then logically I screamed for help and the hwoel family came out grabbing my hand and pulling me ashore.. alot happened in that dream... somehtign about trees n all..

Think about it thats all one whole long sequel of dreams.. and what ticks me off was.. I always tried my ways first.. and never called for God's help... and I surrendered in my last dream to a world where evil reigned... which really ticked me off when I woke up coz I was like, why didn't I ask God to help in every situation just as I did in the first... oh well dreams.. night mares...probally caused by my tooth ACHE
:( go away tooth ache... oh well must make breakky now.. cya all

=(

God bless
-Chris

More updates
Hey all still live and kicking here :). Today went out played games.. watcjhed tv.. noithing much didnt even do any house work coz, I'm literally stumped.. nothing for me to do until equipment comes in :(... boring eh?.. oh well I was talking to someone on msn I havn't gotten to talk to for a long time now... and it seems that she has given up on God.. seems that it hurts too much to talk about it... from what I feel, I won't disclose the name simply coz it's not right to... but It's sad seeing people lose trust in God, when truly God never failed them.. I remember that when I was young I prayed to God knowing and having the conscience that what I prayed for was for good n not bad.. sure I ahve prayed prayers that involved hurting ppl :P but God never answered any of those, and for a good reason too :) I'm so glad God is a Holy God and a loving Father through Christ, whome has set us free :) but it hurts me to see sheep starting to stray... and I dunno it feels like I'm losing a part of my family or something... and it really makes my heart ache =(... prehaps this is what God feels when He sees His sheep running away and turnign thier backs... sometimes I thought to myself God how can you of failed them, but not really understanding what they asked for... I know God has answered thier prayers one way or another prehaps they can't see it... I know deep in my heart God calls out for them.. then somehtign comes to mind.. the verse which says, my people are destroyed from lack of knowledge, it's sad but true... I believe that someitmes when we are not surrounded by the church(God's community aka people) and cared for, taught and nurtured on what God wants for us, and what God will do and not do, basically anythign unholy and un bibilical... they tend to ask for things that God just can't provide due to destruction or what might destroy them, ect... I dunno... any wayz... thats off my chest :) I'd love to hear what my care leader Florence has to say about this Hehe... would be nice, and the others...

I thank God for strong supporting leaders like Florence :) though she is human, I'm glad I stuck in her care gorup n God allowed me to stay there(coz it was illegal to be in it whane I was 17 :P) Haha :)

God bless
-Chris

Hiya all
Well I just read Alicia's comment and yea it does hold a valid point, and yes I'm sure God wouldn't let it happen to His childern, but then again I can't be ignorant to what knowledge is passed down to me right? reminds me of the story of the man who drowned in the flood due to his ignorance, I'm sure u have all read it before but I'll post here for ya all.. there was once a man in a village which was flooding, He was a strong Christain and really believed that God would save him from the flood, so in the first hour a boat came past small fishing boat that is, and said come on jump in, then the man said nope I want to wait for God to save me from my roof tops, then and hour later a rescue boat came along and said hey come on in you'll dorwn, but the man refused saying again, I'm waiting for my Father in heaven to save me... Then a Helicopter came and asked for him to board the helicopter before it was too later the man refused again, and he drowned.. whilst in heaven he asked God why didn't you save me? God replied, I sent 2 boats and a helicopter....
Yea it might be like a joke, but the application is behind it, if God tells me of this possiblitty it must be for my own good, I have heard of the villages with the sir names, of course I have :) my dad told it to me once....
Any way,
Updates
Time to write my updates, the room is getting cleaner.. don't believe so much work is needed to clean one room, btu then again it was impassable when I first saw it, now it looks more liek a room, and hopefully when I am done wiht it, it'll look liek my old room and I might even be able to sleep on the bed =O that would be nice Haha... been watching tv today.. cooked some stuff... n play computer.. didnt touch the room today.. no idea why but my head seems to get abit achey now n again,... haha probally too much computer n tv.. OR my glasses are too tight.. liek everyone says Lol... as for transfer factor business... not meeting any one till next week thewrefore nto launched yet, but my mum has told her firends about it and they are interessted apparently... so gotta give them info and stuff about the russian health stuff... any wayz, love ya allz, miss ya allz, and for the strangers, only love ya allz apply :P

God bless
-Chris over and out

Same sir names and babies?
Well I was chatting with my mum the other day about family stuff n all, and she started talking about me n girl friend stuffz @@ and tellinbg me it's not time bla bla bla, which I totally agree on it's definatly not time :), then she brought up an interessting topic to me, she said we should marry people with the same sir name, esp if they are of the same chinese class(hokien, haka, hing hwa...ect) and I Was like why? and she said that there's a high chance they are super closely related to me, in fact they could be half bros n sis, or even relatives... then she went on to say that the bnaby would come out deformed, n retarded n all... n I was like, noooo can't be, but what she says does hold a point and there have been many cases about babies having disabillties coz relatives marry one another, kinda sad... and I was thinking about it, and it came to me maybe it's true... and if I were to choose a girl friend which hopefully leads to marriage it should eb some one who isn't of the same relations of me, in terms of sir name at least... guess thats what I feel , coz in my mind I wanna be a gd father and knowing that this could happen wiht a high chance if I marry some one with the same sir name and of the same class, and still go through with a child I would be super selfish, and I think it would be unfair on the child, tho a blessed child he/she will be, it's justseems creul knowing n having the knowledge of it happening and still going through with it, wonder if u all have this thought in your mind? Hahah any wayz,

now diff topic, been in uk for less than a week, gotta say coping quite well no hojme sickness, don'y\ miss ppl to the point I keep thinking of them, but out of all the people I miss, it's funny, I miss my care leader the most, Florence XD, the person who doesn't hang out with me much, talks to me a little, yet holds a very specail place in my life n heart :) simply coz she's there when I need her, and God placed her as a mini shepherd over us all :) she is very RESPECTABLE in my eyes :) though many would laugh at my statement :) don't care what ppl think, but thats how I feel =)

it was strange noyt having an altar call on easter over here.. I was expecting one, was kinda sad they didnt do one coz I felt like people wanted to accept Christ in there, my mum told me about properity concepts all wrong and it'll lead to greed, I told her it's not but the love of money is, plus prosperoity lies in all areas of lives, health, home, love, everything... then she said it's spiritual prosperity, I told her the verse, He was poor so that we might become rich, then she said yea that verse is on about spiritual prosperity n richness, then kinda argued wiht her saying, Jesus was no poor person in His spirit, in fact He is exteremely rich, then she said, no your wrong you MUST be... well, the thing went on to elders, she wants me to talk to elders n all... I dunno, maybe she was kidding, but she needs to know what the bible is saying =) but so do I }can't say I know everything, coz that would be a lie Hehe...
Any wayz congrats to u all for reading to this line,hope you have enjoyed reading,
God bless,
Chris

In uk
well I've arrived in uk Lol, same old, neighbourhood seems fine at the moment, but people say it's just coz the crazy weridos are in prison. Oh well good thing too XD, been quite a warm temprature so far, well.. been told don't fall into temptation in terms of going to fall for some one, But to be she's just a friend :) too early for relationships, maybe if she was more independant, as well as more grown up in the Lord I would probally go out,but then again everythign at this\ moment of time is too early, just be friends, close friends best friends what ever, if we are meant to be in the future we will be :). Any howz in uk ate lots of chocolates XD amazing nyam nyam...
got abit of jet lag I think but nothing too big,, any way tired @@ moved lots of stuff from on house to another,
GOd bless,
-Chris