Project

Wow... Project time! pressures building on but that aint gonna hit me down... but it is kinda tough.. I was asked to put class diagrams in som,ethign we don't even have classes in.. this is gonna be really tough.. gonna search up on some books in the libary on thursday...gotta force myself to do it.. even thought I hate reading and really prefered to be trained verbally. But I tshould be able to get there.. Hmm I need to get some interviews done, maybe I'll ask around form the church gang what they think of this idea.. and explain a little on what augmented reality is all about, coz I think half of them are blur on what I am doing for my project...

Life

Well enough about my project and back to my normal life.. well I havn't posted much about my life in a long time. only fragments of werid feelings which I dont experience 24 hrs a day. I am training myself to waking up early... this is my earliest yet.. 5am, Then at 6:45 I think I might wake my dad up.. or maybe at 7 then ask if He wants to jog. If not I have to do another round alone in my neighbourhood.. which is kinda boring, But I need it I'm so bloody low on stamina now it's amazing.. it's like I did one round.. not even one round of non stop jogging and I was out of breath! Pathetic DEFINATLY! SUPER RUBBISH LOL.. Now thier having thier prayers.. I can just hear it but it isn't as loud as other places can be.
Had some interview in class well my friends did and we evaluated, wa skinda cool in a sense! I loved it :P but thats probally coz I was just a judge haha. but the real stuff is next week, we get filmed whilst doing an interview now thats crazy! REALLY CRAZY! haha.
Nothing much happening in my life besides God is always happening of course! then theres... project.. life's struggles.. project.. . games... Hmm which reminds me I have to get 3d studio max GAhhhh!!!!!

Hope it's easy to use,, I mean the tools and stuff.. but first I need to crack down on some UMl books.. gonna really kill myself on thursday haha! Oh well...
now I know how people feel when they want to sucide coz of project :P haha joke! XD

God bless
-Chris

Old Fimilar Feelings

Well I gotta Admit, ever since my Mum went back to UK I never really felt this feeling again... it's something to dow tih people going to UK or me leaving UK.. Everytime It would be the same.. same same thing lol.. Well Now My Krazy Sis left to UK The feeligns come back, I dunno if it's a feeling of missing coz I didnt feel it when my best friend left to Aussie, or when my cuz went back to USA.. just any one who goes to UK freaky huh?...

Kinda sucks... I dont liek this feeling... it makes me sway of my focus in life, in fact it kinda makes me go blank and lost.. as if I went to auto pilot lol... Why am I even sharing this to the world? well basically I want u all to know even though I have been posting stuff about God, I go through troubled times too! Everything isn't always a bunch of roses... But then again even roses have thorns! But the difference is.. even though I have this werid feeling, some how God is pulling me through, and He has always been... I guess I wouldnt know what to do if I was without him :)

Well thanks for all reading this! I think I need to let go of uk a lil or prehaps get in contact with all of them again! one or the other
Adios And God bless!
-Chris

A minister passing through his church
in the middle of the day,
Decided to pause by the altar

and see who had come to pray.
Just then the back door opened,

a man came down the aisle,
The minister frowned as he saw
the man hadn't shaved in a while.
His shirt was kind a shabby
and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head,
Then rose and walked away.
In the days that followed,
each noontime came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment,
A lunch pail in his lap.
Well, the minister's suspicions grew,
with robbery a main fear,
He decided to stop the man and ask him,
"What are you doing here?"
The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.
Lunchtime was his prayer time,
For finding strength and power.
"I stay only moments, see,
because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kind a what I say:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS JIM
CHECKING IN TODAY."

The minister feeling foolish,
told Jim, that was fine.
He told the man he was welcome
To come and pray just anytime.
Time to go, Jim smiled, said "Thanks."
He hurried to the door
The minister knelt at the altar,
he'd never done it before.
His cold heart melted, warmed with love,
and met with Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart,
he repeated old Jim's prayer:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
I DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY, BUT
I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."

Past noon one day, the minister noticed
that old Jim hadn't come.
As more days passed without Jim,
he began to worry some.
At the factory, he asked about him,
learning he was ill.
The hospital staff was worried,
But he'd given them a thrill.
The week that Jim was with them,
Brought changes in the ward.
His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.
The head nurse couldn't understand
why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came,
Not a visitor he had.
The minister stayed by his bed,
He voiced the nurse's concern:
No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.
Looking surprised, old Jim spoke
up and with a winsome smile;
"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,
that in here all the while
everyday at noon He's here,
a dear friend of mine, you see,
He sits right down, takes my hand,
Leans over and says to me:
"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, JIM,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP,
AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.
ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY,
I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,
AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS
CHECKING IN TODAY."
If this blesses you, pass it on
Many people will walk in and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.

May God hold you in the palm of His hand
and Angels watch over you.

But for those of us who are already His, He not
only holds us in the palm of His hand, but has
engraved our names there, and we are continually
in His sight (Isaiah 49:16)

Please pass this page on to your friends & loved ones.
If you aren't ashamed.
Jesus said, " If you are ashamed of me," I will be ashamed
of you before my Father."

If you are not ashamed, pass this on. But only if you mean it.

Yes, I do love God. He is my source of existence and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and everyday. Without Him, I
will be nothing Without him, I am nothing but with Him "I can
do all things through Christ that strengthens me." Phil 4:13
This is too good not to share -

So this is me ... Just Checking In
_______________________________________

People leaving

Ah I remember there was once this person who left my school and I kinda missed him alot, wondering why he had to go, when there was nothign wrong with the place he was already at... But I came to learn that it was for the better... I think thats the only person I can really remember leaving me as a friend, His name was Alex... it wa slike in a short while we became closer friends, then in another while he had to go.... Then after all that I forgot about that time, and was the one leaving everyone behind all the time, going to different schools and places... and never really missed any one when I left it behind, coz thier always in my memories...

Now history is repeating, I have probally known my lil sister for a year? or less than a year.. and shes gonna be heading off to UK. of course I'm gonna miss her, but I can't be sad... coz this has been her dream, her longing for most of her life! I'm happy shes pursuing her dreams, in fact all of us should be... in the church I go to it says " The poorest person is not one with out money but the one without dreams" some times I look at that I say to myself.. what are my dreams... and I don't seem to find any but... gd father, husband.. and See Salvation
Do they even consider as dreams? but any wayz, back on track... I didn't really know how much I would miss my lil krazy sis until the date and time drew closer and closer.. I am kinda excited for her XP which is werid.. but I also have this part of me that ways, sigh.. nothign else but sighs.. lol weridness eh? she isn't the only person I have cared for in my life, and I don't care for her as if she was my girl friend either... I know what it is to care for a girl friend.. thats a 24 hr thing :P but this is a different care... in fact when I see myself talking to her I see myself as a mother HAHA now that freaks me out, well I guess it's coz she's my lil sister...

prehaps this is hwo I would have treated my little brother too... I don't know, maybe... Well I'm glad I met her thats for sure! actually I'm glad I met all my friends, even though some say CHrist doesn't exist Chris why do u believe! and all it's a shame when they say that... coz I can't tell them why I believe He's real He just is... prehaps it's coz through my life I have talked to him the most! not my friends, or Mum or Dad but Him... and He's helped me pull through alot :) I'm glad my lil sis Has Him beside her!

God bless ya all,
Chris