Memories

oh how great are memories aye? I'm so glad God gave us the ability to remmeebr things.. to cherish every moment of life, even if it was bad or gd... I still remmeber back in the days I was young without a care... I still rememeber doing mischevious things... if there were anything more precious than gold or silver, and but still less precious than God, it would be memories...

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IN the darkest vaugest areas of my mind,

a shred light I see, a shred of hope,

as tears fill the eys of my beloved owner,

I know I have pleased,

I may not be much, and some may want me gone,

but without me, what purpose is there.

As drastic I may be... or as sweet as I can be,

if you lost me, you've lost the most precious part of you.

But somethings I hide form you, is for your own good,

memories of torture n pain forgotten,

I hide them n cover them with lots of sweet fond memories.

coz if theres one thing I love, it's my owner smiling.

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As memories fly by, I can tell you that nothign on earth can replace them... some times thier bad.. some times I wish I didnt have them... but I'm always glad thier there... so I know I can learn form them, and step up... so I can see hwo I have changed, for better or worste... most of all for times I can sit alone look back...

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Random thing

As my life goes on... and time flies by, I'm glad that I have known all of you... even though some memories are bad, I know I'll always cherish them, for I always have good fond memories of the times you were your sweetest..

I thank you God, that you've given, us a memory to hold on to, at times when we feel we've forgotten we can always hold to you... and even when we think we are alone, I know because of what you;ve given us, the memory to remmeber a verse, to keep us on our toes and keep going in this race...

I know that everything may seem so dark at times now, but I knwo that God is the light of my life now. I know it coz I have it, in my memory now... I know coz I knowit.. in my heart...

Tribute to God :)

Thank you for the great things that you have put on this heart,

thank you for the friends and family around.

Thank you for accepting me, when I was lost and lonely,

thank you for making me part of your family~

I was lost, without a guide, with no one around to help me,

a stray sheep I was, wandering around, not even aware of the wolves.

But one day you came to me, and picked me up from the floor,

You told me you loved me, and cherished me mroe than gold.

I thank you Lord, Jesus Christ... The shepherd who died for me.. to protect what wasn't even His... not choosen by God, not even part of the promise.

He chose to die for me... so that I may be part of it all. and I praise His name today! For everything He has done... and nothing, absolutly nothing... will ever change it~

Failure?

As darkness filled the room.. in the eyes of small Spire... He saw a small button, as he approached the button, it was red, with a warning sign, that if one pressed it, they will feel good for a while... curious he thought about it... sitting down on the floor... with thoughts rumbling through his mind.. he remembered that his dad always told him that there was this one button never to be touched, and it gave pleasures that were not one bit rightoues.

As Spire said in his head, No... I must not touch the button in his head, he couldn't keep his eyes off the red button... thinking of just the word pleasure... temptation filled the room, as his body lured closer... his finger reached over the button... and boom, he pressed the button, and a sensation like no other filled his body... he felt so good that he said to himself how can this be a bad thing.... But after reaching the climax of the pleasurable feeling, it all faded away....

suddenly he felt a swarm of shame cover him. saying to himself, 'This will only happen once" He walked off....

but days past and he couldn't stop himself pressing the button.. He cried out aloud screaming, "WHY WHY, I HATE MYSELF!"

deciding that he couldn't overcome the temptation, he hid from his Dad.. from everyone... hoping they wouldn't notice what he had been doing... but as weeks past he could no longer handle the guilt, and ran to his Dad confessing what he had done.... expecting a great big lecture and a good whacking, spire curled up loking down, but all his dad said was,

"Spire, Spire... why didn't you come to me earlier, I told you to keep away from that button... but I guess temptation and curiousity got the better of you... Spire son, I don't hate you, let's get through this together... I knwo it's gonna be hard, and you may fall now and again, but together we shall overcome, no temptation can be too overwhelming that you can't overcome.. Spire son, I loved you lots, and many have fallen to the tricks of the button, though it was wrong for you to go there and press it, I'm glad you came to tell me and admit to me about it, and because of that I forgive you. Spire son, we will get through this together."

As Spire looked up in suprise... he huged his dad, saying " Thanks Dad."

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Just as when we sin, hiding and running doesn't do us any good, but instead come to God through the Lord Jesus Christ, and confessing our sins, and just as spires dad responded, so shall he.

God bless,

-Chris

Intoxication

Well what has Chris been up to eh? Firstly London, went to London to visit my sister, and play the nintendo wii, SUPER DUPER FUN suggest every girl get it ;), as for guys, if u dont mind having fun go get it, but if u want intense graphics and super hard moves n stuff, dont get it, coz its simple and fun!

secondly spray painting.. ooo man spray paints DO NOT make you high... THEY MAKE U SUFFOCATE, Haha and no I wasn't sniffing it, I was spray painting a door for my mum with a mask on and it got through the mask, I had to run downstairs to regain air...

Thridly bible study Wahhaha wikid I loved it this week learned lots, and God's not giving up here or any where in the world :D

Well, God's also helped me in overcoming... even though temptation runs through my veins, I feel that what Spider man 3 said at the end is true, (not direct qoute) No matter how tough the battle wages within, we still have the choice to do what's right. :) beautiful aye? Now for my random stories or poem or whatever comes out form what is next :D

Random thing

As I look upon the sun, I see the great rays of light pericing through the clouds,

I say to myself, what beauty it is, seeing small rays of light breaking through the clouds that are covering it.

I see it and think, look there's heaven opening, with it's wonderous rays forming, you realise no matter how great the storm, the sun is always shining.

No wonder eagles soar in storms, with their great strength they soar above it knowing the sun is always shining.

it's abit of like life isn't it? in a situation where we think nothings going right everything is going rough and we think to ourseleves we are gonna fail and it's gonna be the end. but no matter how great the situation the storm, the Lord Jesus is always standing above it all, and all we have to do is soar above the storm.... You see the storm is there, but above the situation is the Lord Jesus, helping us calm the storm.

It's abit like a storm, we step back looking at a storm and we see a sun above it all, so if we step back and look at the problem we see Jesus above it all, we see how small the problem really is and how big Jesus is!

As the storm clears the sun shines radiantly, and we realise we were never in darkness but darkness was blocking our way, Just as when the trouble and mountains move away, we notice that the Lord was always there.

What a beauty to behold, always know this, darkness always hides, coz when light shines, darkness hides.

-Chris

John 1:5 The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.