Thursday, May 17, 2007

Memories

oh how great are memories aye? I'm so glad God gave us the ability to remmeebr things.. to cherish every moment of life, even if it was bad or gd... I still remmeber back in the days I was young without a care... I still rememeber doing mischevious things... if there were anything more precious than gold or silver, and but still less precious than God, it would be memories...

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IN the darkest vaugest areas of my mind,

a shred light I see, a shred of hope,

as tears fill the eys of my beloved owner,

I know I have pleased,

I may not be much, and some may want me gone,

but without me, what purpose is there.

As drastic I may be... or as sweet as I can be,

if you lost me, you've lost the most precious part of you.

But somethings I hide form you, is for your own good,

memories of torture n pain forgotten,

I hide them n cover them with lots of sweet fond memories.

coz if theres one thing I love, it's my owner smiling.

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As memories fly by, I can tell you that nothign on earth can replace them... some times thier bad.. some times I wish I didnt have them... but I'm always glad thier there... so I know I can learn form them, and step up... so I can see hwo I have changed, for better or worste... most of all for times I can sit alone look back...

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Random thing

As my life goes on... and time flies by, I'm glad that I have known all of you... even though some memories are bad, I know I'll always cherish them, for I always have good fond memories of the times you were your sweetest..

I thank you God, that you've given, us a memory to hold on to, at times when we feel we've forgotten we can always hold to you... and even when we think we are alone, I know because of what you;ve given us, the memory to remmeber a verse, to keep us on our toes and keep going in this race...

I know that everything may seem so dark at times now, but I knwo that God is the light of my life now. I know it coz I have it, in my memory now... I know coz I knowit.. in my heart...

Tribute to God :)

Thank you for the great things that you have put on this heart,

thank you for the friends and family around.

Thank you for accepting me, when I was lost and lonely,

thank you for making me part of your family~

I was lost, without a guide, with no one around to help me,

a stray sheep I was, wandering around, not even aware of the wolves.

But one day you came to me, and picked me up from the floor,

You told me you loved me, and cherished me mroe than gold.

I thank you Lord, Jesus Christ... The shepherd who died for me.. to protect what wasn't even His... not choosen by God, not even part of the promise.

He chose to die for me... so that I may be part of it all. and I praise His name today! For everything He has done... and nothing, absolutly nothing... will ever change it~

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi bro,
unsure what is bothering u, but i will always uphold u in my prayer. is never a nice feeling, when we r flooded with emotions and negative thoughts, we feel not motivated and not wanting or even having the abitly to mend things back. is normal, coz we r jus too guided by our emotions, cannot deny that. but honestly, i really enjoyed talking to u the other day. u taught me things in life. u too can apply to ur life. n no matter what, i am always here to listen and support u. remember we r sis n bro in christ. sis and bro do not abandon each other no matter what. God trully cares, listens and loves u...
Deep thoughts,
Michelle :)

Christopher said...

Nah nothing was wrong I was just cherishing memories :).. sweet memories... and bitter times, which I see when blended together truly is coming together liek a delicious choco cake :)

-Chris