long time no post.. let's post some rubbish

Life's passing,
times growing... what do we do?
sit and wait;
only waiting for the time to come;
the time where we shall live once again.

Every one seems so sad;
Every one seems so down;
some are mad, some are red...
but no matter what is said.
You are still in my heart;

people look down on me;
people look up to me;
people curse me behind my back;
people dislike me.
people like you, hate me;
Yet, no matter hwat your in my heart.

I am now falling,
I feel for you;
but now I fall for me;
I am falling with no net for me to land on;
you rush to me;
you see me... but all you see
Is nothign more than a mere image;
the reflection of your sadness;
a reflection of you torment.

you ask me why I die for you;
you ask me why I was so stupid;
you ask me why I loved you;
you asked me why I never told you.

I say to myself, that you hate me;
I said to myself ,I love you;
I said to myself, I'll take a bullet for you;
you ask me why I never told you;
I said to myself, I did but u never listened...

now laying on the floor, bleeding,
nothign around but the swaying vultures.
by the time you see me, there will be nothing left
only a reflection of your sadness
a reflection of you torment,
you ask me why I died for you;
I died coz I cared for you,
I died because I couldn't stand u being tormented;
I died so you could be happy;
I dided so that you may once rejoice again;
I took a bullet for you;

Don't mourn, don't cry.
I did this so you may be happy;
so that you may once again see life;
see it to it's full potentail;
I dided so you could be free once again;

(a story, a poem for whatever you think, it's somthign I know thats true, and real. and too, would take a bullet for you... but how? I need courage... that takes time.. that takes heart.)