His presence keeps me calm

well, yesterday I asked God for some peace of mind.. I asked him to wake me up n give me strength, he woke me up alright.. haha a bit too early.. :P like 6 am n I was like aww then I went back to sleep... then in office I was all nervous coz.. I didn't have any materials on me.. and the supervisor was walking in and out... then I remembered what pastor said, or was it a kingdom class, take initiative, haha so I decided to do some work... writing out possible troubleshooting tips for my flow chart.. then went on to try and search for ST04, transaction code stuff.. aww man a headache and nothing was found.. at the end I decided to just skip that transaction code.. took out a book and copied a flow chart from there, I noticed a couple of things I missed out... Then I felt kinda sad... and nervous coz I didn't know what was to become of me in the future.

You know what from there on God reminded me, don't worry I am in control :). As usual His voice speaks out to me. Throughout the whole time in the office I was listening to music... then when I got to some song.. I can't remember a sudden feeling of peace came upon me... my eyes started to tear up... I was having a feeling of rest.. and peace... I felt God's presence fill the room! I told Alexander and he said God is everywhere haha.. true.. but it was the same feeling as when I worship him in choir.. and when I pray to him... he was near! or I was more attuned to him shall I say. God is in my workplace! I am so happy =D! I keep sharing Christ with my colleague haha.. he seems pretty open about it :) I'm glad I'm trying to invite him to Saturday youth, since he is only 24 XD. I just dunno... God is awesome~ and I know He'll be carrying me on.. today I went to some seminar with my dad, and they talked about positive thinking as being a crucial part of our life, right attitude, don't be negative. some times I wonder if their Christians but.. it doesn't seem so.. u can some how discern, their in darkness.. I wonder if they call out for Christ in their hearts?

I always remember what is taught in kingdom classes, attend to peoples needs, They don't care how much God cares until they see how much you care :), I also remember once u attend to their needs and it's all solved, and they have no other human needs, they will see their greatest need, which is salvation! =) I pray every one will see Christ :).

That's all folks!
God bless and remember! Jesus loves you NO MATTER HWTA(if u hate him, dun believe in him, love him ect..)

::In the darkest moment, just call our His name JESUS and He will come and help you, be it Christian or Not Christian::
-Chris

2nd post?

ah.. eys my second post... I just read Florence's bloggy :) as usual she posts pastor's message... is amazing,.. I have no idea why.. I feel so..no word for ...it, jujst feel like I wanna cry... sigh.. it's nto coz I am sad, but more like.. some one understands me =/ does that make sense? haha... love your enemy~... This I have tried and done... When Jesus said turn ur check, it really works.. they are won over.. fight back and then u are doing what they want u to do... just pray that God will lead them and bless them =) thats my way, try to befriend them, but never try to take revenge... never even have one thought of vengeance in your mind. then bless them, for me it was with sweets... hehe :P coz thats all kids ever wanted in the past... :) it's amazing how God turned my enemies to be at peace with me.. God's really some one eh?

I wanna feel God in my life again.. then you are all probally thinking, but Chris, you look super well with Him... Yea it's true that I am well with God.. but.. I just miss His hands of grace leading before me.. I just feel so barren... burned all my fuels up... but God is good.. He'll surely lift me up again... I just pray he will refuel me...=). Florence said I will burn out if I serve too much haha... sems church staff think very differently, I wonder if moses.. Abraham and all got a break in their life.. I wonder if.. any of them got a break... I wonder if pastor gets a break! haha... :).. but I'll be serving God out of my heart... God loves a cheerful server... I love praise team, jumping in front watching every one stand still while I jump.. lol... then I realize how much jumping means, it means to jump for God and not the crowd... I love teaching.. even tho I might nto be the best teacher in the world.. it's nice to see students grow... Holy communion, is nice too coz I get to see how much God loves everyone that his blood is distributed to everyone, choir is fun :) coz praise God n feeling his peace and anointing setting on me is the most rewarding thing.. seeing angels dance in the hall.. now thats a beauty to behold! I like being an intern... it gives me a perception of how Florence might feel for her sheep :)... and a feel of How much Jesus loves His sheep :)... it's amazing actually... when u realize, u don't do nothing, but God does a lot!... MC I dunno yet haha, I assume it's good too, tho I am not too passionate in serving in it, actually felt a little reluctant, coz I know some times I will not be able to go.. I love you God... but I don't want to be the center of our relationship... I want you to be in the center...

thats all,
God bless
-Chris T.T

Work work work :D

Alright as most of u already know I have started work for about a week now, I'd much rather call it work coz job stands for JUST OVER BROKE :P.... and no wI am in office with nothing to do.. coz I have been searching for hours to try to understand 2 codes.. and nothing no sites nothing helped.. :( ...

So what do I do now I am an SAP trainee consultant no it has nothing to do with programming it's administrative work :D.. alright thats all for work :P... Now.. to church serving in 4 ministries~ and 2 erm.. dunno they have no class on them haha.. ken says I will burn out soon enough.. in fact he decrees it haha... if I do then I iwll take a break from church.. stay at home for a week or so... n call in saying I want to have a break from duties haha... I know relying on th eLord for strength is good :) but God made sabbath for a reason, should have a t leats 1 days rest :) and if I am workign 5 days and study 2days on weekend then basically serve on week ends too.. phew.. tiring.. :) I waa just go to church n listen..... go to Jesus, and He will give me rest right?... not sure if I can escape in such a way... but God understands me :)... I know I know.. skipping church for a break seems not right, but even Jesus needed a break from the crowds n pray in the mountain :). Not complainign, happy to serve the king of kings... but not being able to rest in him.. makes me sad :(. any howz~ will see what happens down the line! God's there n He knows my heart :). I wanna bring friends to church haha.. but now to think about it... I never have time to entertain them... sigh... :(. it's like when I brought lai mun Mahesh and Kalinga haha...

any wayz, here's some words from me :

In the darkest situation when nothings around... but enemies waiting to pounce on you, like vultures waiting for u to drain,, so that u will die and be eaten, there is always a door there, and that door has a hand which will helps us through~ though more enemies there maybe, but with a companion of such greta might who feeds and provides, who carries you when ur tired out, there's no need to fear! IN the most tiresome hour... and most desprate situation, He'll be there for you, who you may ask ? God of course! 24/7

::Let light shine within me..break all my darkness within so that my eyes my shine and glow... and show the glory of his kingship!::
-Chris ~Keep on rocking for God

Lifted

God is good~ all the time! wohoo.. Man I feel so high on God's love right now is amazing :), ok so I get to go into a SAP field~ start work on Monday, I'm gonna try my best to learn n perform, with God as my foundation of course~ Man at first I didn't see this as a blessing from God, btu when I analyze it.. it's all the right timing.,. company desprate for ppl.. me being there at the right time, defiantly all God's plan man :). Then.. car crash.. well this testimony let it happen first, obviously I decree that my car is sold for a very high value xD if my Dad wants to sell, Comign soon ~ look out for it xD. You knwo today care grp I read a verse again, at first it didn't really strike me, it did several times but I didn't take much notice of it, but now when I read it, I finally find it's really the solution, of what they mean by let go and let God, ~ tell you in a minw hat it means read this verse first~
Philippians 3:12-14 One thing I do[bring all my energy to focus on one thing], forgetting [neglecting, not bothered with] those things which are behind and reaching forward[stretching, looking forward] to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the(high calling) of God in Christ Jesus~
look at the verse, when God tells you to stand still and watch God's glory, like he told King jeohvshat however u spell his name, he sent choir members to praise God in front line of battle field, even he knew that standing still meant to praise God, so in the same way let go and let God is like the verse suggests, Let go(forgetting those things in the past, your past sins and things that condemn you) let God(stretching out towards God's high calling for us]. Amazing huh? the revelation just blows my socks off man! haha :)

The song
Lifting me up, I feel you grace around me,
Lifting me up, I feel your power in my life.
Lifting me up, Jesus Christ your lifting me up today.
And it's by your grace, by your power, by your blood I am free.

I thank you Lord, for everything, that you have done in my life today,
and I praise your name, coz you have made me whole again.
Lifting me up, Lifting me up, You have lifted me up again.
And I thank you Father God for everything you've done
Lifting me up, Lifting me up, High upon your wings.
Father God I praise your name for what you have done,
You are truly amazing, you are truly amazing, Father God.

So I am staying in your presence,
Staying in your shadow,
staying in your hands of grace, where I am safe,
For you have lifting me up high,
upon the clouds where I can see the east from west.
You have given me sight, You are leading me all the way,

You have lifted me Jesus, You have lifted me(x3)
You have lifted me Jesus(x3)
Christ my Lord.

a banging day xD

Ok I know it's nothign to be really happy about but... MAN yesterdya morning, I saw 2 birds... fly into my kitchen.. then they couldnt fly out they kept panicking and smashing into the window then I whistled and they calmed down, so I decided to get my camera.. but as i got it n whistled ot calm them down again.. my dogs rushed into the kitchen n started to bark n chase them till they were like frantically rushing left n right smashign intot he window, but they managed to escape haha, fun experience,.. Then later on got a call form Alicia wanting to have lunch together haha, yeap~ and so this is how the story begins~ went into her car after lunch, actually lin yi's car.. if thats how u spell his name, Alicia was driving.. complaining about auto no power.. n all. @@ Then we went looking for General hospital in KL... wow we went from one side of KL to another... and still couldn't find it until very much later we finally reached the hotel next to General hospital, and amazingly we still stopped to ask for directions... which was just, like, "it's behind here" lol.. drove n reached hospital got the book and then headed back to sunway, where I left my car.

yay.. dinner now this is where the fun starts.. we said we wanted ot have dinner... so we got in the car n headed to Asia cafe... and just as I reached the subang roundabout.. I turned and bang..hit a proton wira.. crappy metal that dented in SUPER deep =/ whilst my car recieved minimal dmg.. and whats worste is, I reversed n tapped onto another car :(.. 2in one.. (what the reason? back car coz panicked, like the 2 lil birds int he morning, car next to me? well blind spot really... ) so plans changed I asked Alicia n others to go to makan with pohly in asia cafe whilst I just went to workshop n see how much the dmg cost was... so the wira dude took me to his workshop(his local one) and they charged 630 bucks! what the?! for a wira? thats crazy price... so my dad came along n took us to his friend's friend mechanic and they charged 300, now that sounds a lot better... so at the end of the day, I was like the 2 birds haaha bang n bang, but my car is now being resprayed no transport to go any where... so yea.. now I'm stuck at home Wahaha!

God bless,
-Chris

God knows.

Today was a day packed full of activities, started off waking up early at 9, ok I know this is not early to some of you but hey xD. Then I decided to play some games with Alexander the Holy haha xD... played some crazy games with him then rested and had lunch... after lunch went to giant, some gadget shop pretty cool xD then to the 4life office to buy some CV xD(btw CV is for the heart, mean t to take with Targeted Vitamin and Minerals =)), After that got home =) took sheet off my bed n changed pillow cover before going to pick Alicia up! XD.. picked her up she looked so tired, and guess what? she spoke first :O haha rare for her to do so in a car hehe :)... so drove home, and she told me about some thigns, like how HTML is comign up for her! Wahaha HTML FUN and easy.... on NOTEPAD abit harder.. but never the less easy xD but any questions Alicia pleease go to BBC not me :P. then some capturing.. sounds packed with fun to me haha! she's gonna learn some movie clip stuff too~ GO TO ET HE will guiode u in the way of the alien~ but u can come to me if u want me to evaluate :P. I think it's pretty cool, It may seem hard at first but through my own experience doing Sulee's farewell it ended up fun! But I had a lot more time at hand hehe... Then later came to my house wanted to use the net! BUT my net was kinda out then.. coz today they are meant to upgrade so some issues, but eventually it worked... then sent to paint my ant hill :D... pretty cool, I think her advice is good :) in painting diff colours, I'll do it xD... I might do the ink thing tho..(btw ink is to fill in deep gaps so that u get a contrast effect on models). SORRY about my punctuation! hehe... abit excited, Today was actually a nicely packed day... then... went to set up chess.. but before we could play she discovered my keyboard =O haha well she knwos hwo to play a certain tune taught from sensei Serene Wahaha... is cool :).... and another Chinese tune.. sorry forgot how to play xD wasn't being attentive enough =(... later chess wohoo.. I made so many careless moves it's AMAZING haha, but had to go for dinner, and guess what she agreed to a draw =O thats what u call grace man haha!

Then bible study.. u know listenign is super important... when pastor started preaching about it. I realised we do have the capabillty to listen and absorb.. coz I did it for one subject before and I didn't even revise for it and still scored a B fine.. b isn't as good.. as an A but it does sheo attentiveness pays off! so... then I realised how some other things arised, hwo break up happens.. and how people should stop encouraging ppl to break up, but instead give them a solution. It's so easy to say LEAVE him when you not in thier shoes, while people are looking for a solution you give them only one choice.. which isn't a solution at all! You knwo marriages arn't made to be broken... it's a like a bond.. overlooking errors n stuff, and the real key to it all is listening.. I agree with pastor :) even I am effected when I find that my dad doesn't listen to me.. it's werid that I do shoudl be used to it haha... So pastor says listenign is the key... the bible also says listenign is the key, so why does adultry n all happen coz we lack a listening ear~ most of the time, not saying all the time :) But yea most of the time... I think a lot of us need to learn how tto listen and how to stop trying to find the next answer :) well at least I do ^^. I love how pastor put it, don't look at the critic but the Critizme, if it's valid accept it, btu don't look at the person and say what about you? don't you do it too? what gievs you the right? No it;'s all wrong... it's nto abotu who is who and who's right or wrong, but more of is the critizism valid right? no ones perfect and if it takes a perfect person to rebuke u, then u can wait for the second coming I think, and by then if ur not in Christ then it's a lil late, but I';m not talkign about Christainity about u shoudl accept Christ or not right now, tlakign about normal situations :)... it's all cool ! all you who read my blog I hope this helps tonnes! coz God knows ;) want bible verses eh? ok then...

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Jame 1:19
My dear brothers, take not of this: Eeryone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to anger.

Luke 8:18
Therefore consider carefully how you listen. whoever has will be given more; whoever does not have, even what he thinks he has will be taken from him."

Matthew 23:1-3
1Then Jesus said to the crowds and to his disciples: 2"The teachers of the law and the Pharisees sit in Moses' seat. 3So you must obey them and do everything they tell you. But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach.
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Dats all folks :)

-Chris