Friday, June 30, 2006

The Cry


Tears flow from the eye...
as if hits the cheek it takes a path down to the chin
as it drops form the chin it hits the hands of Your father..
Your father who loves you so much he put them all in a bowl..

I know you want to hear him...
I know you want to know him...
He is not like the father you know on earth...
He's watching you from heaven.. crying out your name..
He sent his son down to this earth to die for you..
so that you may have a relationship with him...
So if you belive in his Son Jesus Christ, you may be able to talk to him...
To experience all the blessings he has stored up..

He hears your cries...
all your screaming...
all the time we want some one to understand..
He understands..
He opens his arms to welcome you...
are you willing?

He see's your hurts...
Your past...
He knows you are not perfect..
but that's why his son came...
So he may take your imperfection for you..
pay the penalty..
his son Jesus went to hell for you...
3 days in hell...
just so if you belive you may have the key to know God for life...

Eternally in heaven..
Eternally know him..
Not only on earth, but in heaven too..
Come he cries out.. Come to me..
He loves you alot..
Coem and see how much..

Alot of people have changed his image..
SO many false people..
He see's how you have doubt..
and still calls you..

he see's your disbelif.. and still calls you..
He loves you no matter what..
he doesn't want to see you suffer...
He loves you..
He hates sin, the thing that is stopping you form comign to him..
The very reason his Son died for you..

Liek a tear.. which your father catches..
Like a rose which your father clothes..
Like a catepillar you father transforms..

He loves you...
won't you belive in his son?
Just so he can talk to you..
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Well that's the end... I wish for you all to knwo My heavenly father who adopted me.. he has changed my life... yea even though life's still tough... he loves me alot... and he loves you too... he just wants to have a relationship with you.. liek he does with me...
He is way different form the movies... way different from the boring pictures... he is super fun!

God bless ya all
Chris

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Well, Today I feel kinda shitty...

Start of the day amazingly with my Father God, and cooked brekky for my Dad... Then went to church and had an amazing time... then ate lunch... then came home.. slept for 10 mins, then went out for dinner, came home and found out I lost my MP3... yes another item lost... I feel so crap and useless... But never the less I still want you all to have this story that was wandering through my head while I wasn't so crappy..

Roses


planted as a seed inside a deep and dark ground.. alone with no family, brothers or sister....but as the seed germinates the rose starts to speak in the silence of it's germination..

Lord it is so dark.. I cannot see, but I know one thing, you are making my roots go deep so that when I grow up I will be strong, for you are the one who roots me down, no other root will do but yours.

as the shoot comes out of the soil, the Rose says,
Lord Lord! I see light, but nothign as bright as the light when I was in the darkness before. I thank you that you have gave me the strength to push through the soil, even though it may be hard, but your joy keeps me carrying on..

as the bud forms. Lord I am growing and maturing... still young as I am, but I thank you for your blanket that covers my nakeness, the bud you provide is as warm as the wings you hide me under.

As it blossoms, oh Lord, I feel so free, you have beautified me more than I could ever imagine, you have clothed me in red, and gave me a family. because of you I am united with them all.

As the trees grow around it and the family roses die. oh Lord, I thank you so much for the family I had... many have died, but because of you I am still alive... even though the trees are tall big and strong.. and I small tender and weak, I thank you that you have given me a protection from the wind.

The trees laugh at me oh Lord, they think I am crazy and say I am wrong... I belive in you but they say it's not true... oh why oh Lord why? but I will keep on carrying on with you.

As the winds blow, Lord I thank you for you were with me ever since I was born, I was no mistake, and you have made me strong.. my roots are held by your love, your love that keeps me standing strong. Even as the trees fall I know you are the one that keeps me carrying on.

As the Rose gets picked out of the floor, and into a humans hand, who passes it to a girl.. the Rose dying and clinging on to life for just a second longer says, Even though now I am about to die, you have shown me to you with my long life you have satisfied me, and today I am happy.. you have used me for this day. for I am now in the hands of your most tresured creation... and you have used me as a tool to bong a love between two.

As it withers in a plant pot. Today I die, I may look like I am sad, but Lord I am crying... and these tears of mine are nto tears of sorrow and hurt. but tears of joy and happiness.. you have been there since I was born, and you have clothed me with your beauty.. your love, and your grace... you have let me see your most treasured creations, and even sheltered me in thier home... now I die in the house of your temples.. I know this one thing is true... that you are always true...

Well I hope you all enjoyed the story!.. I don't really know how it sounds ^_^ but I really hope it will touch your hearts.. all of your hearts..

God bless,
-Chris

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

An eagle


As the wings spread,
and the wind blows,
so shall your grace uphold me,
as I jump, I thank you.

That no matter how high I am,
Your grace is suffcient.
The breeze hit's under my wings and I can fly.
I really praise you Lord, that I do not need to flap them.
Coz I thank you that your grace is suffceint.

As I fall when I was an baby,
you gave me a parent to fly and catch me.
a watchful eye, and I praise you.
that you too provided them with grace.

When I was a todler,
Just big enough to fly.
I fell off the cliff,
into the sky, and I praise you.
For it's you love that carries me.

As I grow old,
I shread my feathers,
and I praise you that through the pains I go through,
You renew my youth.

As I grow up and have Childern,
I thank you Lord, you give me a watchful eye.
And that it's not my effort that makes them fly,
but your amazing grace.

The winds blow strong,
and I soar high,
coz of the strong winds I am able to fly,
and because of you I am able to live.

And as I die,
I thank you Lord,
For you have given me a long life,
and shown yourself to me.

^_^ Hope you all enjoy the story... we are all eagles, just we don't know it some times I guess.

Isaih 40:31 "But those who hope in the Lord will renew thier strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; They will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
-Chris~God bless you allllllllll and for every one who enters here may you know God more and more, and come to to know how much he loves you :)~

Thursday, June 01, 2006

The past... Present.. and future


Some times It feels liek life is draining away... some times you don't know what you are waiting for... some times you wonder why relationships break, why humans like to hurt... Why we know it's wrong, yet still go and do the wrong, ultimaly us humans have the choice to change this world.. prehaps it all started from one person doing bacd, and the trend hit on... so why can't one person start a trend on doing good things.. and the world follows...

Things from the past floods your mind... the time when you were small and little, young and stupid.... so stupid, your faith was the highest then, anything said, you woul have beileved, without a doubt in mind... How you had that puppy love not really knowing why you like this person, why you hold hands... prehaps it's because you like them, or maybe coz the adults did it...

You grow up... and life gets more exciting... you find more things to do... more things to experiment, you take an ant and tear off it's legs... you take a berry from a tree and crush it to see what it's like... you try to bake a cake.... Nothing seems to be more perfect in life but through the stage you are growing...

you reach a certain age, a sudden urge and rush goes through you, you are attracted to the opposite sex, btu don't know why.. you can't keep your eyes off them, as they taunt you... provoke you... you go on further to experiment...

hearts break, tears flow... everything in life seems to be getting duller.... you don't know why... You wish you could disapear from this world, but you don't really know how specail you really are..

Now your staring at this screen... wondering what has happened... let me tell you, your more specail than the pearls and diamonds in this world... you are more specail than this earth it self.... You may not know it but you are... you may nto believe in God, you may deny him or say he's not real, but he believes in you... he loved you before you were born, paved your paths and wants you to enjoy life at it's fullest.. you may not love God or even think of him, but let me tell you he loves you... that he died for you... You might think it's all something that is used to comfort death which approaches all but let me tell you God doesn't want you to die, but have eternal life in heaven... you may nto believe in heaven, but let me tell you this, God wants you there... and he sent Jesus Christ to die for you... so that if you might just believe.... you can enjoy the ever lasting blessings that God is holding for you... Life might get down... bring us to the lowest point... but God looks, and sees... cries out to you.. with love... No matter what you do, the moement you believe in Christ... the Lord who has saved you.. .there's nothing that can make you unrightoues again.. nothing that can make you look bad.. coz whatever you have done, or will do he still loves you... and forgives you


-Chris