The past... Present.. and future

Some times It feels liek life is draining away... some times you don't know what you are waiting for... some times you wonder why relationships break, why humans like to hurt... Why we know it's wrong, yet still go and do the wrong, ultimaly us humans have the choice to change this world.. prehaps it all started from one person doing bacd, and the trend hit on... so why can't one person start a trend on doing good things.. and the world follows...

Things from the past floods your mind... the time when you were small and little, young and stupid.... so stupid, your faith was the highest then, anything said, you woul have beileved, without a doubt in mind... How you had that puppy love not really knowing why you like this person, why you hold hands... prehaps it's because you like them, or maybe coz the adults did it...

You grow up... and life gets more exciting... you find more things to do... more things to experiment, you take an ant and tear off it's legs... you take a berry from a tree and crush it to see what it's like... you try to bake a cake.... Nothing seems to be more perfect in life but through the stage you are growing...

you reach a certain age, a sudden urge and rush goes through you, you are attracted to the opposite sex, btu don't know why.. you can't keep your eyes off them, as they taunt you... provoke you... you go on further to experiment...

hearts break, tears flow... everything in life seems to be getting duller.... you don't know why... You wish you could disapear from this world, but you don't really know how specail you really are..

Now your staring at this screen... wondering what has happened... let me tell you, your more specail than the pearls and diamonds in this world... you are more specail than this earth it self.... You may not know it but you are... you may nto believe in God, you may deny him or say he's not real, but he believes in you... he loved you before you were born, paved your paths and wants you to enjoy life at it's fullest.. you may not love God or even think of him, but let me tell you he loves you... that he died for you... You might think it's all something that is used to comfort death which approaches all but let me tell you God doesn't want you to die, but have eternal life in heaven... you may nto believe in heaven, but let me tell you this, God wants you there... and he sent Jesus Christ to die for you... so that if you might just believe.... you can enjoy the ever lasting blessings that God is holding for you... Life might get down... bring us to the lowest point... but God looks, and sees... cries out to you.. with love... No matter what you do, the moement you believe in Christ... the Lord who has saved you.. .there's nothing that can make you unrightoues again.. nothing that can make you look bad.. coz whatever you have done, or will do he still loves you... and forgives you


-Chris