The Coal

You know there was once this man that strayed away from church. Coz of what a brethern did. He stopped going to church, but still believed in God... So one day His pastor came over, He was prepared for it.. getting scolded and what not.. why weren't u in church? question... But to his astonishment the pastor just walked in sat down by the fire side.. He lit the fire side on... then the coal started to burn and give off a very bright red light... then the pastor took the coal out with the metal tongs and placed it aside on the table side.. that piece of coal went from burning glowing red to plain black... then the pastor put the piece of coal back in the fire and it was burning bright n red again.. through this whole meeting not a single word was spoken.. the man cried.. and understood the meaning of what the pastor was conveying, and then the pastor left.

I hate separations ESPECIALLY of brothers and sisters.. I think it's not really a choice God desires.. This is why He says the church is like a body.. the ear cannot say I do not need you the eye, nor can the eye say I don't need you feet. every single part of the body is important. But there does come, times where there is a painfully sharp disagreement and people go separate ways (Paul and Barnabas).

Jesus loves ya all
-Chris

Discouraged but believing in God

Heya all... yea going down again.. can't seem to sleep so gonna get this off my chest... Recently I have been meetin gup with the old buddies again =) but one particular person seems to still dislike me. Ah well... I can;t seem to shake it off.. I tried talking to the person.. I get short reposes and when I call thier name across the entire neighborhood they ignore me... I was kinda worried today for them.. even tho I know God is looking after them, Care leaders interns and hosts are always held responsible for what happens to people.. therefore it would be very much more safe if people stayed in the house... but I guess thats how life goes.. I did get a lil pissed off when they didn't respond to me, or shall I say the particular person.. but I guess their finding it hard to fight whatever I did to them off.. to be honest I don't know what I did to them, I know but I don't know, why it would be my fault or bad, why a relationship should be jeopardized.. I feel uncomfortable around my buddies at times coz of this.. I dunno it's affected me in such a way, I wish the best for the person... But not want to lose friendship of those I built for so long... I dunno.

I am sad... I know this is now not love that was in the beginning.. if it was, we would still be laughing away... like any relationship does when its based on love, like Jerm n me n all... some times I dunno.. I feel so lonely at times.. but i thank God I have kherlit =)... i miss her at times... she's much more mature than before haha =) obviously not in looks but in attitude, and I'm glad, i hope I am more mature too... =) I love her very much.... but am just sad... that another relationship died... or is withering... I wish to revive it.. but it's going to take a lot of work.. and I can't... so I said I'm gonna leave it to God yet it still bothers me... now I just wish to type it here.. and get it off my back chest whatever.

God is faithful... and I believe whatever He plans will happen =)

thats all,
God bless,
-Chris over and out!

love is in the air

Yeah, Valentines over... but not over for people and couples :), singles continue to search for their 'one'. and others continue to blossom... some have heart breaks, but all is well. But really, what is love?
“This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.”- 1 John 4:10

Well who knew... I signed into bible gateway with this verse in mind and there it was Verse of the week! incredible... So what did I do on Valentines day? Well naturally I went out with my girl :).

was a really enjoyable night... started off with exchanging of gifts, she got me this real nice black tie and tie pin. ha ha I love it! =) Then we headed to her favorite Korean BBQ! ate till we were like super bloated. Later didhn't knwo what to do so I told her lets go Karaoke Haha naturally she said it wouldn't be fun with just the 2 of us, (which you gotta admit, is quite boring) so decided to call ally to see if she was up for a night out. Turned out nope.. late night tmr work, Understandable :). So after that decided to go for movies.. obviously fearing there were no tickets.. but praise God there were tickets couple seats too! haha bonus ;). watched the kung fu dunk... I think it was pretty awesome, I prefer it to CJ7 but they both have their differences and CJ 7 did make me cry near the end.. so sad haha I hate crying coz of a sacrifice.. but hey I am human lol. Any howz.. after that it was like all over... But I loved the time I spent with her.. cherish every second of it =)...

For all those couples, Remember your partner is human, and some times will fail or even need your support. trust in God for all the real needs in your heart, but share it with your bf/gf/hubby/wife too, so the burdern is not so heavy, if you got another person there then God never intended you to keep it all inside I guess, but neither did he intend you to give it all to your partner =). Let God fill your relationship with fun abundance, and most of all His love as a foundation.

For all those singles, don't forget there is no such thing as your other half :) you must be one before you can get into a relationship.. coz a half and a half.. makes 1 and 1 emptiness lol (since half of u was empty) ... Therefore know that God;s love is sufficent for you :) and if your looking for some one, remember that God loves you lots, don't worry they will come along eventually, suited, customized for you personally, coz u both will click. but always remember God loves ya tonnes !

In this world, humans can never fill that void of emptiness and meaningless feeling in your heart, yes a boy or girl cna come along and make you happy... but at the end of the day, did they fill that void... of temporary patch it for a second, only God can fill in that empty void.. which sin created when it broke us off with God. When there was no hope, and humans were still sinners, God came down and died. His timing was perfect.. no later or earlier could he arrive. it was perfect timing =). don;t think about others.. let God think about that first. Coz God is thinking about YOU. =) You are his desire and He wants to be with YOU and carry all your burdens.. He wants to see you enjoy life =) he takes pleasure in it =).

Promises:
2 Corinthians 8:9
For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, so that you through his poverty might become rich.

1 Peter 2:24
He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed.

Colossians 3:15
Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.

Romans 5:17
For if, by the trespass of the one man, death reigned through that one man, how much more will those who receive God's abundant provision of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man, Jesus Christ.

Love:
1 John 4:9
This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him.

Ezekiel 18:32
For I take no pleasure in the death of anyone, declares the Sovereign LORD. Repent and live!

Ezekiel 18:23
Do I take any pleasure in the death of the wicked? declares the Sovereign LORD. Rather, am I not pleased when they turn from their ways and live?


So many promises, in one gift.. Jesus has presented himself to you as a gift... and He knocks on your heart, doesn't matter how many sins you got in your heart. he's ready willing to take you back into where He always wanted you to be , by His side. All you gotta do is let Him in and say

" Yes Jesus , I now ask you to come and be my Lord and Saviour, Thank you that you took all my sins on the cross and saved me life. amen"

if you said it welcome, if your still pondering :) nothing to lose, I wont force you God never forced me, but He also never gave up on me =)

God bless ya all!

-Chris

Sacrifices

So in life you gotta take risks right? I mean... I couldn't bear to see a friend suffer coz of me, so the wisest decision would have been to tell them the truth... well so I thought.... but it also has a an impact on my side, I knew something like this would happen... but i couldn't stand watch a friend suffering so painfully... just hurts me so bad.... but now I have lost this friend I think... as that person has erased me from their mind./ It's better this way =) at least the person need not suffer =). I'm so glad... it's not easy to let go a friend, who has supported you all the way... and to know they have erased you from their mind... to keep their hurt from reoccurring.. makes you think how much burden you really were on that person... but now the person has less burden so it's good... :)

=) let go and let God :)

Alright, thats all I got to say for now,


You'll see xD

Decisions decisions

Well, I visited a friends blog today... seems like she is hurt to see this guy work overtime.. and is even more in pain when the guy is loving some other girl, well, not exactly loving hahaha. I read her blog today... she's still waiting..

I really don't know my answer... but she's been keeping to her word.. and did do something wonderful during my birthday =). But I have many people telling me things.. and I feel like I dunno what to do. So I do the only thing I can.. rely on God. So has God answered... not really haha, but it's better to wait for His answer... and some how I don;t think He is gonna answer on this one, coz like it's up to me really... haha.

Oh well... so whats up why am I up so early? well to tell you the truth I havn't slept for a long time now. still got this upgrade to do/..

Thats all folks

God bless

-Chris

21

Well 21st birthday was a great one :) truly GreAAAT abundance... :) got loads of presents... all fufilled on my blog I just noticed *thinks... you guys read it from here right?* my birthday lasted 2 days long:P 3rd and 4th hahaha... 3rd guys came around party... didn't take much pics on my side tho.... got loads of presents.. hahaha... form sis and friends :). ^_^

and today spent the whole day with Linda.. Serene and er Lance hahahha =). Went archery,pool, arcade. haha I knew sunway was the right choice in comparison to mid valley coz mid valley tends to have less things to do! I was right :P...

went thru some clothes shopping with Linda. Well didn't really shop, just went through some clothes hahaha. prehaps tmr with my sis I will be able to buy something :). Besides shopping.. the gir;ls forced me to have a hair cut... lol sat thru it to make sure it looked diff... as usual I pulle da straight face during the hair cut.. coz i know eyebags will form.. which they did and scared Serene coz of my straight face XD

phew I am tired... whole day gone.. now a new day arises~

End with pics~







Oh yea sorry Ally I was in the car with kherlit 12am... heard u were singing happy bday.

-Chris