Story

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wothless

There once was this boy named Chrine, and everything he did seemed to be wrong... and whenever he tried to do anything he failed in it.... it all started back in primary school when he first drew a picture, the teacher loved every picture but his... and as school went on, he had hardly anyfriends, but one or 2... he felt empty inside, not knowing why thigns were the way they were... He always felt compassion for those who first entered school, or a group he was in... he felt, that they looked so lonely and lost... so he'd always go and help them feel at home, even though he didn't really have friends, he introducted them to the class... to his 2 friends which were wiht him all the way... and hoping for the relationships to get closer.... but each time they got close... they broke apart... and never heard form that person again... "I'm so useless" Chrine cried out... with tears coming out of his eyes.. streaming down his face, he relfected on everyone he knew... in his heart, he wanted just to give up on life... but some how he knew he couldn't... He cried out so loud... He made a little prayer"God, I feel so useless... I feel that I am not worth anything in this world... Why did you create some one as useless as me... even in your kingdom I cannot do much..." Chrine sat for an hour crying... with streams of tears coming out of his eyes... then he heard a voice call out to him, Chrine, Chrine.... you are not worthless... and I love you deeply, prehaps you don't understand how much you mean to me... I died so that you might live... it's not that I want you to suffer... I want you to have the best..Chrine hear me now... it's nto easy to be crucified... and I wouldn't do it for fun...understand this... I love you so deeply.. and even when you do bring people into groups and help them feel welcome, you have done to the least of my childern... and whatever you have done for them, you have done for me... you are not useless...smile...for your self worth is not on what you can do for me... but what I have done for you... I don't need you to be an evangelist.. I don't need you to be a pastor... I just need you to be with me...don't you understand... I want you.. to always be by my side. I made you, and your not useless... I've surrounded you with friends, who also love you deeply... don't you see? prehaps they don't show it very well... but your not alone... I don't make my creations to be alone, thats why even Adam had eve with him...understand this.. Chrine... I love you.. and it was no easy task getting you... if you were useless... I wouldn't of created you... your purpose is to be with me forevermore... smile please..Chrine tries hard to smile... but that comes out of his eyes are streams of tears... He realised that he had 2 dear friends that stuck next to him through bad and good times... and they never gave up on him... he noticed that even if people to break away... they will never forget how they came to know everyone else ot begin with... and most of all.. he realised God didn't want him to do anything for Him, but instead just wanted to be with him..for your self worth is not on what you can do for me... but what I have done for you... ________End of my story... Thanks Holy Spirit...-Chris

Trip to Cameron

Hiya all, I'm back ^_^ from cameron.... wow, what can I say, it was actually quite a blessing, and I really praise God for this trip, (my thanks goes out to Alex n Alicia's family too :) ) it was kinda of a relaxing trip, really giving me a time to rest and refresh myself... somehow I felt really good to be away from a computer, and walking around even if it was just following the girls(obviously it was always following :P), but to be honest the first day I really kinda got home sick... in terms of everything in UK just came back to me... coz of the coolness in Cameron, and the darkness at that time of the day.... Heh I know Alicia was wondering why I was looking kinda down at some points, but really I was reflecting... everything reminded me of UK... and the times I went out with my buddies... it was really ncie to have that same feeling tho. then we had awesome veggies on the first day... Yum yum! thumbs up to the cooking ^_^, the veggies were awesome.. I loved the mushrooms Nyam nyam.... =)~ played some WoW with Alex,(card game not computer okies? ;p) played normal cards... then went to sleep first day! with PLex snooring Hehe... then the second day came along, stayed at home first, then went out with Alicia and Poh ly, whilst Alex decided to stay at home... went to the market, then Alicia's mother appeared @.@ they got some veggies sweet corn too I think... then she dashed off, then we went to buy fried ice cream(thats right ICE CRAM THAT IS FRIED :O) amazing... but while waiting for it ALicia decided to Dash off too ( I HAVE NO IDEA WHY SHE ABBANDONED US! >=O) Poh Ly asked me to follow her back, but obviously I didn't, coz I saw Alicia Catch up with her mother...(I think) plus Alicia is more capable looking after herself than Poh Ly(hmm hope Poh Ly doesn't read this no offence to any one who reads this) Then got back to the apartment... ate the ice cream... Yum yum =)~ fried ice cream rocks! Haha... then after ice cream, we had to wait till lunch until we could get out and about in cameron... so waited till lunch playing cards... play play play, lose lose lose Haha!~ but it's ok, losing is part of a game there must be a loser and I don't mind being the loser ^^ as long as we enjoyed the game we are all winners ^_^. then lunch =0 it was......... STEAM BOAT Hahaha.. nice nice... yummy prawns.. and all! yum yum... but the best of all of it was... THE SWEET CORN... OMGOOODDDNESSS, I have never tasted such sweet and juicey sweet corns before! No wonder they call it sweet corn Haha! it was delicious! *slurps*

Then we headed off around Cameron, we travelled around.. first stop was to the town... to pick up the other car in the repair shop(yea something happened but I;'m too lazy to explain here Haha :P) then we went around shopping... first stop was a... erm knitting shop? Haha (girls...tsk Hehe juz jking ;p) then fish shop... then we headed for the hunt for Malta, but unfortunatly we couldn't find any in petorl stations and shops around the towns! Unbelievable! so famous yet non around... sigh, Heh ah wellz, then we went to shop for souvenirs, got lots of strawberries and graps and chillies.... But.. Alicia got some too, but she didnt count them.. and got cheated that sucks! ah wellz... ^^ I'm sure she will be blessed tonnes... after that Alicia told me to look after Pohly coz she didnt have a hand phone... I went around looking for her and couldn't find her any where Haha got kinda worried, then I found Alex, and he told me that she was with Alicia, Haha have no idea how relieved I was.. also kinda felt irresponsible... losting some one like that @@... sigh, ah wellz, at least she was safe :)

next stop was garden center, Alex wanted to go home @_@ go all the way to cameron to stay at home?! No way HAha.... we reached the garden center and Alex wanted to stay in the car! I was like.. No way Haha... well he did join us after that... saw loads of flowers... some are beautiful.. some I didn't understand at all Haha, took lotsa photos.. or shall I say Alex did HEhe.... then next location... Strawberry Feild =D was hoping to pick strawberries but found out it was not open for us to pick !... sigh didn't get much... just a box of strawberries, wanted to teach them all how to eat straw berries with sugar XD... then next location was erm.. a park? Haha no idea what you call it! but we had some photos taken there... erm.. didnt do much Lol... walked around? Hehe...not bad... until it started raining =(... I think Alicia wanted to some thign in the park! But she didn't.. hmm wonder what was it Haha.. oh well... rain started.. so we got back in the car... drove all the way up to the "rose garden" where we stopped... to go to the rose garden, Alex stayed in the car(Boring :P Lol) then we headed towards the rose garden.. I really wanted to seee the different colours roses came in... but ended up in a bee farm instead @@ so confusing Haha... went there too photos.. wasnt really comfortable, but Haha wanted to go through... not really feared... just I used to kill bees Hehe :P and I saw so many there @_@ Haha.... took photos... made a wish.. by throwing a coin in the pond... which ended up in a fishes stomach!... so did Alicia's coin Haha so I'm nto alone! what did I wish you say? nah can't tell you, otherwise it won't come true :P isn't that the law of wishing? Haha

after that headed back home (apartment) and all of a sudden I saw so many people crowded there @_@ relatives(not mine, either that or maybe mine dating abck to noah Hehe) amazing... filled the hwole apartment, then we all headed for dinner... came back sleep (a logn story happens at night, which I shant tell Mwhaha) and then next morning check out! :P missed out quite abit but I think this is enough for a blog post Hehe ^_^

Today

Hey everyone hows it going? Been dead the past week.. Almost gave up on life, But thaank God he was always around telling me to stay alive! Haha Wikid.. today I went to church.. hoping to sing my hearts out, then realised.. NO CHOIR ON haha Bugger that Lol... Pastor's Leon's message was real ncie.. enforcing others.. mentoring one another... thats the way it should be fromt he start I guess.. Imagine us humans stop complaining and start helping each other... Now that is called team work n power! Haharobots are not what this world needs.. but Character! =) Any wayz, thats all for today folks.. nice short one for you all to read! ;)
God bless