Pain

Walking down the streets lookign on the walls, printed are all the stories of everyones life... which do you look at which do you search.. the first thign that would come to this particular persons mind is, OH lemme see where's mine... His name is Steven... And He is young.. he reads his story.. And then grabs it close... He bursts into tears.. and can't hold it back.. as He reads on He becomes fearful.. my goodness all is revealed He says to himself... He tries to hide his story but the more he tries, the more appear... He cries to God, and say WHY WHY! I thought everythign was P&C... And tries even harder to take down all hsi stories.. but the more he tries the more copies appear... He becomes so scared... and is all out of breath.. He realises nothing can hide his darkness... SO he sits under a pile of his life... hiding.. As He looks aorund people start reading.. HE shrivels up into a ball.. and lays on the floor... in silence He prays, " God... Father above.. I know I havn't been a very Good boy... I know I havn't been the best.. but I heard you sent your son to die for me.. and take all these pains for me... Why are they here.. i don't understand.. please help me Lord.. please.. I am tired and weak... nothing is here for me... I am ashamed and sick... I don't wanna live this way... Help me..."
Then He takes out a mini book where he wrote about all God's blessings and started from the front.... "John 15:3 You are already made clean because of the Word which I have spoken to you"... Steven pauses a moement and reads on...Romans 8:35-39... Nothing can ever seperate God's love for us through Jesus Christ... He takes a moement to relect on his note and reads on...Romans 7:24-25.. Even though I am wretched or 'sinful' Christ has set me free!... He looks on and reads on as his spirit seems to be uplifted...Romans 5:20 Even if I find myself 'sinning' GRACE will always abound more... He smiles and looks at all the papeers on the wall and it doesn't seem to bother him any more he sits himself up and continues reading...Acts 13:52, Even through times of protest against us, we should still be filled with Joy... He lifts up his head and looks at all the people reading his life.. and realises there's no need to be so down and crappy about it...Exodus 23:29-30, Slowly but surely I will be better... Then Steven stands up closes the book and smiles... He says God thanks.. now I look back I really realise u have been in my life my whole life... he looks at his story on the walls all around him and all he can see is.. The Father Loves you abundantly! Whatever you've done doesn't count =).

Steven walks off and realises... life sucks, only when u don't have God... but it rocks when u do..

Pondering

Ever Looked into the sky? Ever just lay on the green grass and stare right into the heavens? wondering why the clouds are the way they are... or even having fun looking at them and seeing what they may resemble! I'm glad God made the skies.. something to look up to, the seas are nice, and the beaches are great, but the skies are something I've always apprecieted...

The clouds are like a movie to me... how they move rapidly at some times, abit like a race if you know what I mean, and at tiems they are still as the waters... The sun is like, a beautiful giant bright ball in the sky, I always like to see it at sun rise and sun set, but I've seen it more on set than rise, haha, probally because I wake up late... prehaps one day I will wake up early, to see the sun rise...
I don't care what people think of me really... I don't see the point in caring about other peoples thoughts against you, if they think your a sissy, coz u like classical music, of appriciate the skies, the seas the wind that blows on your face, so let them think it... They don't see the beauty in it all thats all:)...

I like the sky at night... how the stars all some together.. reminds me of some kind of get together... hier like objects... that are nice to look at.. ever just stare into the starry night one a clear sky? it's quite wonderful... And the moon, is liek a huge ball, that seems liek it's lonely but infact, it's not... it's so fair.... come to think about it, the moon could be the earths husband/wife Haha whatever u call the earth :P

You all see me talking about God all the time, and you probally think, man this guys a bible basher.. or this guy must be a pastor or a super holy dude.. but the facts are.. I'm human, no different from any other human, and I hope you all understand what I mean... To be honest, liek any other human, I like to share good news, Don't you think there's enough bad news in this world already? Good news is like that tiny light u see when u are lost in a cave, coz it means thats an way out...

like everyone in this world, we are all unique, and we all appreciate many different things, people may see u as werid for liking to look at stones or looking at metal, hey I dunno... but it's because u see the beauty in it... and if they really went and looked into it, they too would see the beauty... it's abit like knowing God, and knowing about God... Heck theres a lot of difference, if you know God.. wow you would feel the peace that is different and unlike any other peace... if you know about God, then I guess thats it, it's like to some one who see the beauty of metal, they know metal in a sense.. and they can see the beauty, but we all know about metal, how it's hard.. can be used as a weapon.. ect but we don't see the beauty of it.. But I'm glad... no matter what.. God loves us, and he will continue loving us, even if u curse him or say how much u hate him.. he loves you.. and will always love you..

I love the light.. natural light from the sun.. it's quite amazing... ah wellz, I think I've done enough pondering aye?

Now I'll let u all ponder HAHHA =p joke
God bless you all
-Chris