Hunger
starting to feel hungry for God's word for some reason.. I feel like I havn't had enough of it! recently I've noticed my intake of God's word has reduced substatially, as well as this I have realised I am becoming more blur! not a good thing hahaha... I feel like all those words of God that I used to know isn't submerging when I need them these days.. and I am stuck.. well they do come out when people need them =p just when I need them I can't get them out! haha need to start eating more regulary! can;t diet on the word of God anymore... me spirit man getting skinny hahahaha!

I've realised, negativity hits me hard these days.. like foul words, they seem to give me a feeling of wonder... of why people need to say such things. I guess a lot of people say what's wrong with it? and why Chirstians shouldn't say such words... haha I guess what I read online is the right question, what's right with it? think w eneed to all start asking ourselves the right questions.

The word of God is life... and food for the soul right? if the word of God was false, I truly believe all the transaltions in the world would be different, but the thing is, thier all the same! just that english has many meanings for one word. haha, reason being why english has to be read in context.... what I like about the bible is, it says God is the same yesterday today and forevermore, so whnw e say the new testiment is only relavent and God only works there, I believe it's wrong. I think the old is as necessary haha. What God didn't like before he still doesn't like today I assume. just that Jesus took it all... So all those abrahamic blessings and good conditional promises still stand right? eg respect your parents and all will go well. the rest of the curses I believe are cut off if ur in Chirst coz he took it all on the cross... =)

Humans
one thing I have learnt, in a relationship, you sometimes get fustrated coz you wish to see somethigns in return, or you want to feel loved ect... but you don't feel it. but thats not the thing I learnt, the thing I learnt is, people are changing, and we can't expect them to change overnight, we try our best to change for the better, but ultimatly only with God's strength we can do that... I've realised people learn, and listen.. and I;ve also realised good people can turn bad by the group they hang out with. Good character is corrupt by the bad.

But it doesn't matter =) I believe and continue to pray God's love will work in each and every person on this earth... no matter what race, religion, as long as ur human, it's enough.

-Chris
::Humans are hard to change, but thats what makes this world so colourful, different people different oppinions, but no matter how much we may not like each other, God loves each one of you personally, and loves them the same::