Home sweet home

Got home back in malaysia yesterday at 7 am.... Wohoo... got here went straight ot eat siew ngap! MWahahhaa roast duck for those who can't understand my noobish chinese :P, Any wayz, continued on ate dinner.. couldn't eat much due to the duck not being digested, went straight to planet shakers concert.. and started to jump for da Lord! it was amazing, I am so glad I made it back on time to listen to a very powerfully filled message! Reveal Religious spirit! Give fragrance! Give generously! Wahhaha, and some I forgot... hmm crazy? dynamic Whahaha, I am on a rescue ship, and so are all my brothers, but who of you wanna go to da edge with me? :), God rocks amen? AMEN! YA BABY~~~ Wakakka....
but today I woke up with an acheing body Wahaha, but that didnt stop me from goign tochurch and bveing filled up with an amazing message and charged in the spirit, PLUNDER HELL POPULATE HEAVEN, PLUNDER HELL POPULATE HEAVEN! FIRE FIRE!! Whahaha, I am on fire Weeeee! God r is so awesome, wait awesome isn't good enough.. so I'm gonna make up a word, Superfudalistic! Yeap yeap That's my God! Beyond what words can experessssssssss!!1 Yahooooo, but not .com Hehe...
Everythign seems the same, besides so many people wanting to talk to me at once, got kinda hectic :S, but is ok, I was touched, just by how many people actually welcomed me back, sorry to those I didnt seem very kind to I did mean to be mor3e friendly and chat longer... but unfortunatly I only have one mouth... wait that could also be fortunatly, coz I have 2 ears! Heh, Wokies... I feel so inspired...
I really feel liek I Wanna run out into the world and drag people into God's kingdom, but I believe that SAP will eb the way that it will all happen, I dunno how, or why, I'm gonna walk the path that Christ sent me on, and heck the storms shall be brewing, but you know what! I'll walk on the water with the empowerment God's given me! as Jesus is in my boat!
God bless ya all!
-Chris is back in town

Haha this is cool! I got this from my dearest, and kraziest lil sis :P Wahaha ok shes only like a feew months younger but I still have the rights to call her lil XD here goes

C : You are really silly.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
R : Easy to fall in love with.
I : You are great in bed.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : Easy to fall in love with.
O: Easy to fall in love with
P : You are popular with all types of people.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
E : awesome kisser
R : Easy to fall in love with.
Delete my name at the top, copy & paste and do it yourself using the letters of your first name.Try it yourself ……
A : You like to drink
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E : awesome kisser.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
I : You are great in bed.
J : People Adore You
K : You’re wild and crazy.
L : You like to drink
M : best kisser ever.
N: You like to drink.
O: Easy to fall in love with
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Easy to fall in love with.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : Easy to fall in love with.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You like to drink
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.
Z : Always ready


Wahhaha am I that easy to fall in love with? Lolx, I wonder...
Any way thats all for today, flying tmr :( :) Mixed emotions

God bless
-Chris

Time nearing

the time is coming where I will be returning to Malaysia.. in a sense I want to go back in another I wanna stay. Well here I have friends I never got to catch up with and made new ones, and the house isn't completely finished, I do hope I can do everything in 2 days.... :(. On the other hand I Wanna go back to church in malaysia... I miss lots of ppl, Jerm, William, Florence! yeah I've missed names., but thats only coz I chat to them online regually, dont know how to miss them :P Haha jking...

sigh... I don't know whats gonna happen in the future, I do hope that the sap course will be ready... if not I have to get a job first then squeeze it in... I'ms cared coz I havnt touched up my programming much recently, I will be touching up more and more as I am back in malaysia... lifes going on.. and I'[m gonna be entering another phase in life.. I hope to be a contented Christain I know I wont have all my collueges as friends though I do wish to.... prehaps if I be kind, and respectful, and earn my trust in them I will be loved?... I dunno, :) I hope Christ can spread witghin the office, you know... I really wish to go missionary some time.... liek dedicate a part of my klife to see people get saved.. n give time to people, who need Jesus... which is everyone basically...

I love all my friends... and my enemies too though it hurts me to see them hate me... but it's life I guess... I hope the best for everyone, and that through much of thier lievd they will come to know Christ, I am not perfect that is why I need Him....

Any waysz,,, Chris signing out!

5 days later

Well paintings basically all done, just need to fix a small part of a frame and thats it paint that upand it's all finished I guess..... still one room which is now in 60% completion, garden, which is back in a mess coz I did some prunning xD, and last but not least! carpet laying...

Well.. days been tough... and fun at the same time... In the bible studies I manage to speak out more and be more confident in speaking.... church basicallyhelps me to gain more knowledge on how things go... and daily devotion is excelent! I'm so glad church gave us the black book, reflection of his grace... been real fun recently finding out more and more about God, I am really glad to see some revival happenign in uk! oh man I just wanna praise God!

Well, lets get onto what I had in mind earlier this morning... I was thinking to myself, what about my Childern in the future.. hwo can I assure that they will be great followers of Christ and should I really get married seeing that I might not be able to please my wife =(... kinda sad statements really, coz it lead to me saying, trhen what purpose or dreams do I have left? if I cannot be what I dreamed of being. So my purpose in life stops there, but ont he other hand I still have a purpose to share the gospel... to share the goodness of Christ... I really wonder where God's bringing me, ah so many things... like jobs n all came to my mind too... I havn't looked for a job since my graduation in feb.,.. I wonder if I can still find one in my feild.. and how I might react in my job... I pray God will settle this in my mind, well.. like Philpians 4:6 says "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." *sighs in relief*

Poetry/song/story

Oh, as I see the skies above... how the clouds in all it's love... covers up the sun.... I shall still, know that the sun is still shining, above all the clouds... and in everything I see..... as I look around, wondering, observing.. such wonderous things, such creaters, such wonderful things that the Lord has made, I wanna stand here, and praise the Lord, for all the wonderful things, He has put in my life. I know I am not perfect, this I know. But his perfect hands have made me whole, and I know that everything that happens, bad and good, it'll always be, that one day that my life, will be complete at the end of the goal...

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Thank you, for the wonderful things you've done, all the wonderful friends you've given... all the difficult friends you've given... thank you for the cross, thank you for your love and grace, thank you for my brothers and sisters, and most of all thank you for you!

Thanks

Thanks everyone, I cherish you as an important part of my life.. all those who hate me I also thaank you for being in my life... for you have helped me grow in my character and all, I know that the Lord loves you all dearly, despite if you believe or not.... I thank you Lord for my care group leader, whoms hand has been gentle on your sheep, even though she is not perfect in any human sense, but I know she is made perfect in you! I thank you for my care group members, whome I love regardlessly... some times they do annoy me but I thank you never the less for them, I also wanna thank them personally for all they have done.. adding nice sweet and bitter tastes into my life, making the cake of life taste a lot better! Thanks Florence, Jerm, William, Eric, Alex, Alicia, Michelle, min hui, and many more! that I havn't mentioned not all are from my care group... I wish that all of you read this... but I know only a few do... and I am really thankful for all of you. I wanted to tell all of you this and I always do. so that in life I shant have no regrets! Thank you God, thank you friends... thank you brothers and sister. =)

-God bless

-Chris

little things

Haha life's been great in uk I guess, got to do lots of painting still well just one mroe layer.. after that is done then it'ss be all cool, sherding and one room left after that :). oh yea and carpeting :( but hey it's allmost there :D:D:D.. can't wait, any howz, I was in bible study yesterday, and I noticed real smnall thing about what Jesus said, when he was speaking to nickodeamous(however u spell his name) and he used We told you blablabla... all we and it's amwazing how I never noticed that we in that text.. it's cool huh?

Life's been interessting... and God's been great I think revival is about to burst out! :) but people may not respond nicely to it all, but if they get saved, what's for them to lose? :) ah wellz, thats all for me today boyz n galz

God loves ya all regardless!

-Chris