Somthings wrong

I cant help to feel but theres soemthign wrong.. seems I feel liek I abused soem privacy... sighs.. Ive been coughing like mad but cant stand the fact that I am asting a blood liek taste... seems like I am disabled.. thigns are gettign werid... I cant help ppl I pray and pray, I guess thats all I can do... money is such a sad thign in this wolrd... one day I'll be indepedant but it aint gonna be lall lovely n everythign... sighs... I dunno hwo to explain my mood now coz somehtigns are hidden away form me... *bzzp* end of transmission