I guess, life has it's ups and downs. we make the most of ups and even more on downs... yet the more we think about it. the more u get hurt. I've been thinking. Every time I am scared in the heart, I heal, but when i heal the scars in my heart get deeper. Only i can understand this. Unless u are me or really know me well. Everything good happens, everyhting bad happens, Everything happens but we make the most of it. when bad hits we think it's bad.. but osme think it's good. So i guess my dream cannot come true. My wish is to see the whole world happy. No sadness No sin. nothing like that... i would give my life for it. but I also am scared. I doubt my life is worth anything compared to the wish i want to have. It is great yto see people happy coz if they are happy I too am happy. If they are sad I too am sad.

I'm really sorry for making those who r happy now sad, r I am very gald i made u happy if this pleases you. It is freat to see happiness :D one smile can lighten the world. One person can change the world. But why are we so stubborn. I guess thats life, we are only human. If u do not knwo what sin is it is war pain rape drugs killing . stuff like that.

Us humans have always faltered since the begining of earth. God knew and yet he made an knowlesge tree. Us humans are too easily manipulated. What to do? you tell me.. I have no idea. this may not sound right coming out of a guys mouth. but It's still good, Love you all, Wish you all the best, this is my last post.... before.. I... Do....I'll let you guess=)

Wow... Gez you RE AMAZING MAN WHAT AN EMAIL. a MAN OF gREAT INTENTIONS. Anyway to day has been weird I wokr up 3 tikes wanting to get up but i couldn't not fair yesterday i played RO so nice Relaxed week end fso far co zno more ASSIEGHMENT , ne howz nothign else to say this morn bye

didid back fo another post finished mt assieghment, FIANLLY. in playing RO but not it's in emrgency maintanence for an hour so like -_-. any wayz thats all for today ciaoz

hi hi loang time no update, thanks mit for reminding me. anyway, today has been just a fabulous day. BELIVE IT OR NOT I HAVE BEEN PICKED TO GO AS A MC IN A CAMP NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i was like in the meeting, and i was a new member of this club. they were asking us to go to 3 different types of thigns o i choose camping/beach. little did i know, they wanted us to participate in speeech firstly they made grouops of us. then they asked who wanted to be a leader they asked me and Ong (myfriend) but we refused. Later they wanted MC's which at that time i did not know what it was, so they asked me to go in as one i said ok lah in a malaysian mana. Then i went hmmm... turned around and asked whats a MC a girl said 'it's where u stand in front of every oen and sgive a speech' I was LIKE O_O NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! but it was too late *sob. Never the less i guess it's good for my plubic speaking. Now I'm just too lazy to do my work coz I'm at home; prehaps when I am at school I can do more which is friday :( 2 hours of liabary 0_O. oh well nothign else to say cioaz all

Yay fnally mit is happy again lol, tis great. ne howz ash I suggest u err kinda eventry to touch your blog *hint hint it's been in that state for very long time funny. ne howz today hasjust been a great day sun shineing outside rrr what else stayed at home ate food :P played ragnarok seen soemthign good in mits blog it just gets better every time... FINALLY soemhting good happens hahahahha but then if soemthign good heappens theres bound to be somehting bad that will come along. sad ain't it ah wellz dats life.. ooo message to mit how coems u hate the science students so bad lol make them sound liek low lying peices of crap that never hould have exsisted on this earth AHHAHAHAHHAH well only reason science looks down on arts is because science is harder thats alll really. to tell u the truth without art stream this worl would be a rubbish one coz liek no one to sell the goods u made just yourself n no good ways to promote ect PLUS no lawyers so u can't really say art it bad that is a message to all scince students... oo how sweet ash sent things to mit thats great !!! bet u he sealed it with a kiss ;) hmm i don't quitie under stand mits nick listening to our song n wondering what u r thinking must be somehting to do with ash heh n the cds and.. i won't go on.. didiididiid well peace everyone N GOd bless(EVERYONE!)