Showing posts with label random stuff. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random stuff. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

If..

Dunno what title.. so I'll just be random..

If I knew, I dunno, I know.. but I can't know.. But why must I know.. Who makes me know, but know and hurt.. seems like somethings up with my emotions at times, and thier accurate, but hold no meaning tilll i find out the meaning then I realise the meaning then I don't feel much better but weirder.. haha this post is totally random!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Life

I've come to realize what a boring person I am.. I mean I don't like clubbing.. I am somewhat controlling(learning to stop being controlling). I want to go to karaoke.. but never really had a chance to sing english songs with mates.. I used to have this friend in msia hang out a lot.. man.. I miss him so much now i think of it.. sounds so gay.. LOL!

things I like:
God
arcade
adventure
quiet/noisy walk in the part..
Kelz
swimming at times
Badminton (real long time no play)

Things I dislike:
clubbing, not really dislike la.. just, I got no one to go with.. and sometimes 'dancing' with girls might just get out of hand if you know what i mean

2 faced friends...- or shall I say I'll classify them under, enemies multiplying kisses.. they will initially be very good to you, the just pull a slip and try to kill you.. or at least make your life miserable

my heart - recently my heart has felt lots of different emotions and responded! thumping damn hard.. I also dislike certain thoughts of mine..

The Devil.. who doesn't? :P


Recent thoughts:
Suicide,
Suicide... useless,
why's everything falling apart,
who's disrespecting me by...,
I have no life,
life's boring,
computer games become so dull,
I don't like _____ clubbing, Don't control!,
let go..
hurt,
hurt,
hurt..
Thank God..
Should see the big fruits not problems...
work..
pain..
hurt...
sad..
suicide..
Why God doesn't let me go?
Thank God for his faithfulness..


haha waiting for this roller coast to stop! Grrr... eh.. or have i forgto to put my safety harness on! :O

-Chris

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

dunno

Dunno what to post... Blabla lets do soemthing random:

The stars glow and the moon shines,

People kill people love,

SO who shall we trust?

The truth will set you free,

But first it'll make you angry,

As when you cannot accept the truth,

rage will come in hunger~

Random stuff random weeee..

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Assumptions

Why Do humans love to assume? It's what makes this world of MIS-communications so wonderous.. I've got my own theory on assumptions. Never Assume Always confirm. Assumption just brings you down the road of misery and broken relationships.. Besides that it can make you feel that ur right when your not. Then when you find out you were wrong! POOF you feel not only bad. But end up in deniel .. Haha I've experienced it before... I assumeds something got everything in to a mess.. and learnt my lesson.

Don't you think assumptions are bad? Imagine.. I assume that there are 5 hostages held in that mansion of 50 people.. u go storm in with a gun.. thinking your rescuing some hostages.. then peopel try to stop u.. u kill 25 of them and find out no one was actually in that mansion being held hostage... but preparing for a theatre act? Ouch wouldn't that be wonderful..

only time I accepted assumptions is for using it as an alternative way of saying IF.. like Assuming this and that happened... is just another way of saying IF this n this happened..

Anyhow, Another ASS uming post from me.

-Chris

Pretty much in disgust


Haha, recently read the news... What the heck man.. somethings wrong with this world =/ check it out : http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/11/19/nation/2582545&sec=nation

Can you believe it... leaving your own husband to be with another woman(tom boy), who resembles a singer you like... Crap la..

very scary, I hope this never happens to any of us =/... So screwed up. Worste part was they were like commit adultry.. What's this world come to? @_@ seems like no one knows what moral is these days.. no respect.. makes me sick!

=/ Don't normally post these kinda things haha.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Aftermath


Man.. even though I did succeed in the 6am.. haha my body is aching all de way through! well.. Got through today thankfully dragging the legs around in pain haha! I still don't believe 5 mins can cause so much damage (repairs) on my body! haha...

hmmm I don't have much to post, just posting for the sake of updating for now! anything els eI'll update ya all!

God bless

-Chris

Friday, October 24, 2008

Needs to start drinking



Alright, as bizzare as it may sound! I need to start to drink.. haha.. but obviously in moderation.. so time to rampage around n see which drink suits me best. *smiles widely*. One things for sure tho, I still don't like beer haha! tho apple shandy tastes quite nice :D.



So why start drinking?! you might ask me, isn't it a sin to drink...? my answer to that is, no.. it's not a sin to drink, and no I'm not encouraging you to drink either... lol. But I have discovered... drinking is good for you! haha.. so as long as you don't endulge in it, drink in small and moderate portions.. not in large lumpsomes. Other wise it will have the opposite effect.



Here's my discovery, drinking in moderation helps improve, cognitive memory... you can check it out here (http://health.howstuffworks.com/10-ways-to-improve-memory1.htm) also there must be something gd in it esp when paul encourages timothy to drink a lil in EVERYTHING.. gee imagine juice with wine.. no wonder cocktails appeared! hehe



1 Timothy 5:23 "Stop drinking only water, and use a little wine because of your stomach and your frequent illnesses. " - this might just help me with my frequency too? hehe...

but as i said in moderation ~ proverbs 23:31 " 31 Do not gaze at wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup, when it goes down smoothly!"

God bless! :)

-Chris
::Mystries of life are uncovered day by day, life gets better as the day goes by, life gets richer as God comes in::

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

A Question?


The other week Kherlit's friend sheirly stunned me for a while.. in the middle of an interessting sermon. I kinda fell back and wondered what triggered such a question! haha.. should i post the Question here? hmm.. seems like kherlit has asked me about this before, same goes with her bible teacher.


BUT what is the verdict?... I have no clue! haha.. I'm not ready to do what they have asked. I'm certaintly not comfortable with the decision I am posed with.
It's a bit of a twist and turn if you ask me.. it goes on along these lines.. your in this house.. overseeing some childern.. the question would be would you want to switch houses and be with people ur age... But to me, I can't just yet, I don't feel the calling from God nor do I feel the peace of heart. In fact I don't even feel it's the right time.
But making the decision will come one day I believe.. just not now =)


God bless,
Chris.
::Reaching a cross road is one thing, making the right choice is another, time, thought, and peace is needed in these times. Ask God seek him::

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Hmmm

wonder why my blogspot doesn't have title option! any wayz~ let's get on with posting...

Actually I wanted to post on what i got from my mum, but I think I'll have to save it coz I didnt take a pic of it!haha! sooooooooooooooo I'll post whats been happening in my life colourfully.

1.WORK, working has been ok.. been trying to read and read.. but it seems I go through a stage of sleepy reading symptoms! so much so today I needed coffee to stay awake! >.<

2. Excersize, yeap.. been a while but the group got together to play basket ball! quite fun but unfortunately some one got injured n flew intot he air n smacked his head on the floor.. that was not covered smoothly with cement! ouch* hope your oki now~!

3. Church, yea, I went to chc on saturday, talked about Dreams~ goes through a few stages.. birth~delay~death~ressurection~sucession! But ultimately.. the thing I learnt was, to achive a dream is to help other's achieve thier dreams. Very touching message~ As for RLC, talked about Powderful prayers =) shakes heavn and earth... and sneaking into mose's secert chambers and seeing what he praye dto God~ What I learnt from this message is, Dwell in the presence of the Lord all d time~

4. Presents, Yea~ finally Florence's present has been completed thanks to our Dear brother william and the rest who chipped in ideas! a team effort as usual to bring about the most beautiful customized item we can give to our most appreciated, Shepherd *before multiplication* My Next project is... project 1 year~ haha! soon... also customizing.. this one is gonna take a lil more time as it requires a lot more glue =p~!

5. Bible truths, Well I was talking to a brother the other day, and it came about that we started to talk on tithes~ *mainly coz I was interessted in his views* Seems that tithes didn't appear in churches till much later~ actually tithes are not tools to get blessed ;) check it out in luke! in fact 10% if used to get~(favour.. blessings, popularity) it will not be benneficary at all! in fact tithes recorded to be given by moses~ and is also recorded to give the BEST. on top of that NEVER WAS IT MONEY.. haha check it out.. even in the new testiment it was crops =). Don't believe me? check this verse: Matthew 23:23 , Luke 11:42, Nehemiah 13:12 . ;) interessting to note eh? never the less I do not reject giving of tithes =), as it is a gift out of gratitude, tithes are giving in accordance to what God has blessed u (hence the bench mark of 10%) not of what you don't have =) just thought I'd note it down ^^~ P.s I found a verse where it said tenth of EVERYTHING :P sorry about my earlier note:Gen 14:18-20 but then again I remember JEsus saying, giev to cesar what is his and God what is God's... ah well lets just stop here then =)~ *note there was no money in abarhams time:P

Well I think I will stop here~

God bless

-Chris

Friday, September 19, 2008

Jealousy



I was searching for scriptures about jealousy on http://biblegateway.com/ ... and I have come to realise... there's nothing against jealousy! in fact it isn't even in any of the laws being classified as a sin.. but more of suspicion, interesting to note aye? so that answers my question on why God calls one of His names jealous! so... it;s ok to be jealous in that case? I believe so.. first off let me draw a nice line between the difference of JEALOUS and ENVY..
The bible clearly states you shall not covet(envy) your neighbours wife, household, maidservants and what not(Deutornomy 20:17) This means, when you covet it is the fact you want some ones item...hence u always say I envy him coz he has a good car.. you are coveting over the car that the person owns... Basically, I want it, but they got it.. so I need to some how get it too! many many verses in the bible about this, I'll leave it to you all to search,... just type in covet! haha..

Now Jealousy is qutie the opposite.. to be jealous is to have someone take something that is rightfully yours away from you... so you become jealous.. e.g John was Jealous because Alexander took his promotion. whilst in this case john worked harder.. and deserved the promotion, Alexander who let's assume did nothing took the promotion instead. Another example would be.. You being jealous when your partner dates some one else.. or has an affair. This is NOT a sin... it could lead to a sin..(e.g killing the person.. or what not) but being Jealous is not a sin... Check it out, God's only jealous when you worship other gods or idols.. why? coz he is God and by your worship[ign something else is saying he is not God.. thus taking his status as God and putting it on someone else.. which ends in being jealous... it's interessting to note that one of God's name is Jealous~ check it out:
Exodus 34:14Do not worship any other god, for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God.




Bet you never seen this verse before... so if jealousy is a sin.. it's punsihable by death(accordance with the law) so wouldn't that mean God should be dead? but you see it isn't in the law.. nor is it classified udner any ACT as a sin.. =)! So you ask(being off tracked) why did God kill so many people.. all I can say is Death penality... coz of all the sins.. you earn your part of the keep... which is death.. so u end up in death penalty basically...
Any howz, that's all i felt like posting for today! go search up on it in biblegateway.com >Jealousy & covet
God bless
-Chris



::So many decessions in life, which are you going to choose? So many doubts, which are you going to believe? the best is still the truth, beyond all facts.. and hypothsies... if you find it prehaps you will enjoy life a lil bit more! ^_^::

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Time & place



I guess there's a time and place for everything.... seems that these days, I have been feeling I am in some sort of holiday, no idea why~ lol! but then when i look back i see liek I am distanting away from old friends. haha missed out on a lot of big events... and also loss of contact with fellow brothers and sisters.. .. .. NAH NOT REALLY! haha.. let's just say I don't talk much to any one i was close to any more.. i dunno why! (except maybe Karen :P this excludes my girlfriend too ;)) Prehaps it's just me xD...



I kinda miss Alexander for some reason (no I'm not gay :P) just seems like he was some one who really bothered to ask ppl out to yum cha at the right timing (yup right timing u read it right lol!) bleh... ppl are busy these days~ which is kind of a good thing! Means people are progressing~



Some random thoughts i wanted to post~ wonder what the progress in "The white hand's" present... Should I join MY got talent again? do a puppet show haha! poltics is going shabby~ I didn't really get into it till elections.. There's no more funny news or interessting news on msn~ WHY!? I need a small stone to carve writings on... I need to go shopping for some art stuffs... Wonder when I will be bother to make my comic come alive! I'm getting lazy o.O... I need to get out more! I wish malaysia was not reporting so many bad reports.. so I could go out haha~...



Interessting fact I learnt:



FEAR can cripple and control ones mind... FEAR can create unneccarry boundaries.. Fear projects a greater image of bad than good... if there were one million people in this world and one of them was a con artist (meaning the rest were trust worthy) Fear could make that one con artist the pioneer of distrust and loss of friends and families.. just by amplifying the acts of that one man! most news reported on bad things seems to be doing with less than 10% of this world? yet one black dot makes the whole world focus on it so much~ the stain grows~ haha... 2 ways to be famous/imfamous ... Both are literally the same.. in this mordern world.. Do some thing radical, something people wouldn't have ever thought of doing... and do it as bad as possible... scandals what not... OR if u want to be respectable.. then do something people will see most fit as rightoues and trustworthy.. but to be honest who in this world would trust you? haha! I do =p but I'm sure u dont trust me, which makes a lot of sense to my statement! =).



This is how I feel the worlds like.. beautiful.. but when something happens terror strikes hearts!
for all who cant read the guy says(some one stole my pen) the other guy says(run! this world's not safe anymore! some one is stealing pens!)

God bless
-Chris
::Fear cripples, The more we amplify a problem the smaller the world gets~!::

Friday, August 15, 2008

Toilets

How many of you actually like crockroaches? personally I hate them haha.... but what do you do if you enter a toilet full of them! I tell ya, I went to the toilet in and it was filled with croroaches.. first time was ok, they were small little cute babies.. maybe only 1... then the next week they grew bigger! uglier.. and MULTIPLIED! yeap not added and grew.. but multiplied.. 1 became 2.. then later 2-4 then 4-8! it was horrendous! but some how they all eventually died.. thank God... so now when I am doing my big business in the toilet.. if I ever see a small baby crockroach I stamp on it.. lol! sorry to sound cruel to all you who love them.. but toilets ain't a good breeding place for them.. esp when Hygene is concerned...

Second thing about toilets! Girls you probally don't experience this... but GUYS! you might understand my situation... you walk into the toilet.. and expect.. you know a clean seat to sit on and do your business.. to contribute to global warming.. and there it is! the seat is soaked.. it's not so bad.. if it's soaked with water.. but this isn't the case for us guys.. for some reason we think our little brother is bigger than it actually is... please guys.. stand closer.. coz you keep getting it on the seat! Disguisting I know! I don't understand why they don't go to the urinals.. ok if not the urinals.. lift the seat up... thats why it was ivented to be lifted for... ok it's bad enough to have pee all over the seat.. then I wash it out of decency... and then wipe it dry clean.. then just as I want to drop my trousers for a poop.. HEY WHAT HAVE WE HERRE???!?!?! SLIVA ALL OVER THE FLOOOrr.... you know that most guys toilets that hanging thing is broken right? .. so there we struggle to keep our trousers up whilst tryoing to do a dump.. and then som sliva gets on ur trousers... abnd you gotta wipe it off.. it's horrible man...

third thing, for the place I am frequently going to... the cleaners got lazy! they didnt refill that soap thing.. it';s horrid.. you can only use soap during lunch time before u makan haha.... ah wellz...

on the bright side.. it doesn't stink too much.. and the hand dryer is working.. yea urinals are waterless using some cubes.. which I find cool.. besides all that.. ehem.. no more comment! oh btw if u ever wondered why urinals had that hug pointiy thing poking out at the bottom guys.. I figured it out.. it's for those who think thier lil brother is bigger than it actually is.. so the urine doesn't splass on the floor! hilarous.. I once read... in a toilet.. of a CYBER CAFE! "stand closer... it's not as big as you think" pretty cool sign...

any hows thats all about my toilet post!

-Chris

Monday, August 04, 2008

What to say?

Well I dunno what to say but I am kinda tired:P been reading documents non stop trying to extend my knowledge way beyond any point! hehe... so this is what happened.. I have signed up for a memory retention course which will certify me and mak eme arecognized international memory trainer teacher, but main thing I want to learn this is so I can remmeber all those docs I read up! :)

I want to be the best I can be as an SAP BASIS... but still lots to learn.. I mean I need to rememvber my basics the modules:

MM,SD,WH,FI,CO,BASIS,ABAP,HR,PP,PS argh and 3 more..

then need to know what goes around in each module.. like mm handles invoices n all.. fi all the cheques and stuff... Sd- all the invoicing , PP dunno lol... u know these things are necessary ontop of whatever I already know! haha techno functional I guess this is what they call us..

hope this memory rentention course works out well! :P might even use it to memorize bible verse xD

Friday, August 01, 2008

what's in these peoples minds?!

I cannot start to understand whats int he minds of rapists... I mean, look at this, now even when the boyfriend is there with 3 other friends, they still plan it out so strategically, to steal from the boyfriend and friends, take the car(which the girlfriend was inside) speed off... then RAPE her.. steal her items.. and drive off with the car! WTF man.. why dont they just leave her n steal the items? you know what.. I dun get whats in thier minds.. and it's getting annoying! I believe girls should be able to carry weapons (after being tested for psycologicaly) for self defence.. haha.. prehaps the handy pepper spray will do? u knwo that one that makes everyone in the room suffer? .. one spray and the person is down ont he floor not onlyw ith eyes burning,.... but finding it SUPER HARD to breathe... I believe this pepper spray costs like 150 ringgit? but shouldn't be used to play with... used only for emergency... the other one.. is the gaurd safe... it's a small black device.. you pull and it makes a very high pitched alarm.. almost deafening the criminal.. I was confiscated from using that haha! the airpot police in uk said I couldn't take it on board.. coz it was too powerful :P... see the power of noise?

Another thing for rape defence would be... this item, used to slot into the and when the rape victum comes, his will be serverly injured.. rednering him useless... of course this item can also be dangerous for husbands, if the wife had mistakenly forgot she was wearing such protection... yea... as I know only surgery can remove this item from the males private part... which would mean rapist is caught almsot instaniously... the only problem with this is... if there is more than one person, no good...

I just can't start to understand whats in the rapist minds... even tho it's wrong but dare I'd say it, I'd rather a guy cheat a girl to sleep with him willingly, than to rape a girl who is unwilling and unaware of anything at all!

Anyway, just wanted to vent out my fustrations~ May God forgive them... and may they one day see God's love... and kindness towards them, and may thier hearts be changed... or else.. well, what can I say? good luck to them, coz there's no reigning in hell..

-Chris