Realization

..yea came back from SG recently.. form training in DB2 pretty useful in making me understand a bit better on how to monitor n back up and all lol... But the trip also made me realize... how much I miss my friends I have made in Malaysia.. in my life... Friends have always been just people who pass by.. and you get new ones, cherish them then enjoy time and then move on... but when I was in Singapore.. I felt such a strong force of missing my friends... all of them in Malaysia.. It's sad when my eyes opened and I realized.. I'd most likely part ways with them soon.. sigh.. haha... I'm sad for many reasons... and happy as they all pursue their dreams and desires... as Long as they stay in Christ's amazing love and family I guess they'll always be as near as Christ is...

I dunno why Singapore trip took such a toll and My trip to Uk never, maybe coz one is a career type and another is a Holiday... I realized in Singapore.. there's only a few that will be with me forever... that is, God... and eventually my wife(when I get one haha)... No wonder God made eve for Adam... you know when I got back from Singapore I felt like hugging EVERYONE... but.. then they would think it's weird. coz I only disappeared for like... 4 days? lol... it felt like a month some how.

So God Father, look after all of my bretherns and Sisters.. my fmaily.. I'm so glad you put all of them in my life, and I know many more are coming... I thank you that no matter what Your still there.. since the beginning.. oh Father.. I wanna just cry out to you... I wanna cry on your shoulders.. I hate the feeling of departing.. I know it hasn't happened yet... Thanks Father...

Yea so you all shoudl be used to my blog being mixed up haha... Ah well "Never give up" as Winston Churchill said. be liek an eagle.. just waiting for the right time to soar :)....

God bless ya all
-Chris