Pain

Walking down the streets lookign on the walls, printed are all the stories of everyones life... which do you look at which do you search.. the first thign that would come to this particular persons mind is, OH lemme see where's mine... His name is Steven... And He is young.. he reads his story.. And then grabs it close... He bursts into tears.. and can't hold it back.. as He reads on He becomes fearful.. my goodness all is revealed He says to himself... He tries to hide his story but the more he tries, the more appear... He cries to God, and say WHY WHY! I thought everythign was P&C... And tries even harder to take down all hsi stories.. but the more he tries the more copies appear... He becomes so scared... and is all out of breath.. He realises nothing can hide his darkness... SO he sits under a pile of his life... hiding.. As He looks aorund people start reading.. HE shrivels up into a ball.. and lays on the floor... in silence He prays, " God... Father above.. I know I havn't been a very Good boy... I know I havn't been the best.. but I heard you sent your son to die for me.. and take all these pains for me... Why are they here.. i don't understand.. please help me Lord.. please.. I am tired and weak... nothing is here for me... I am ashamed and sick... I don't wanna live this way... Help me..."
Then He takes out a mini book where he wrote about all God's blessings and started from the front.... "John 15:3 You are already made clean because of the Word which I have spoken to you"... Steven pauses a moement and reads on...Romans 8:35-39... Nothing can ever seperate God's love for us through Jesus Christ... He takes a moement to relect on his note and reads on...Romans 7:24-25.. Even though I am wretched or 'sinful' Christ has set me free!... He looks on and reads on as his spirit seems to be uplifted...Romans 5:20 Even if I find myself 'sinning' GRACE will always abound more... He smiles and looks at all the papeers on the wall and it doesn't seem to bother him any more he sits himself up and continues reading...Acts 13:52, Even through times of protest against us, we should still be filled with Joy... He lifts up his head and looks at all the people reading his life.. and realises there's no need to be so down and crappy about it...Exodus 23:29-30, Slowly but surely I will be better... Then Steven stands up closes the book and smiles... He says God thanks.. now I look back I really realise u have been in my life my whole life... he looks at his story on the walls all around him and all he can see is.. The Father Loves you abundantly! Whatever you've done doesn't count =).

Steven walks off and realises... life sucks, only when u don't have God... but it rocks when u do..

Pondering

Ever Looked into the sky? Ever just lay on the green grass and stare right into the heavens? wondering why the clouds are the way they are... or even having fun looking at them and seeing what they may resemble! I'm glad God made the skies.. something to look up to, the seas are nice, and the beaches are great, but the skies are something I've always apprecieted...

The clouds are like a movie to me... how they move rapidly at some times, abit like a race if you know what I mean, and at tiems they are still as the waters... The sun is like, a beautiful giant bright ball in the sky, I always like to see it at sun rise and sun set, but I've seen it more on set than rise, haha, probally because I wake up late... prehaps one day I will wake up early, to see the sun rise...
I don't care what people think of me really... I don't see the point in caring about other peoples thoughts against you, if they think your a sissy, coz u like classical music, of appriciate the skies, the seas the wind that blows on your face, so let them think it... They don't see the beauty in it all thats all:)...

I like the sky at night... how the stars all some together.. reminds me of some kind of get together... hier like objects... that are nice to look at.. ever just stare into the starry night one a clear sky? it's quite wonderful... And the moon, is liek a huge ball, that seems liek it's lonely but infact, it's not... it's so fair.... come to think about it, the moon could be the earths husband/wife Haha whatever u call the earth :P

You all see me talking about God all the time, and you probally think, man this guys a bible basher.. or this guy must be a pastor or a super holy dude.. but the facts are.. I'm human, no different from any other human, and I hope you all understand what I mean... To be honest, liek any other human, I like to share good news, Don't you think there's enough bad news in this world already? Good news is like that tiny light u see when u are lost in a cave, coz it means thats an way out...

like everyone in this world, we are all unique, and we all appreciate many different things, people may see u as werid for liking to look at stones or looking at metal, hey I dunno... but it's because u see the beauty in it... and if they really went and looked into it, they too would see the beauty... it's abit like knowing God, and knowing about God... Heck theres a lot of difference, if you know God.. wow you would feel the peace that is different and unlike any other peace... if you know about God, then I guess thats it, it's like to some one who see the beauty of metal, they know metal in a sense.. and they can see the beauty, but we all know about metal, how it's hard.. can be used as a weapon.. ect but we don't see the beauty of it.. But I'm glad... no matter what.. God loves us, and he will continue loving us, even if u curse him or say how much u hate him.. he loves you.. and will always love you..

I love the light.. natural light from the sun.. it's quite amazing... ah wellz, I think I've done enough pondering aye?

Now I'll let u all ponder HAHHA =p joke
God bless you all
-Chris

A pain, a fear, a love, a tear..

take my hand!!
Noo... I can't
TAKE IT!!! quickly!!
but...
please take it before it's too late!
I...it.. I want to.. but I can't
Tears flew around that day... nothing but tears... why

couldn't she just hold my hand.. she would have escaped..
No one knows... not even me... like a pillar of fire hit

from the sky... it was hot burning fuel.. everythings

strange.. some times I dont understand! Take the fire and

burn me out! cool it and make me freeze...
The past is like a scar.... the pains u shall never

forget... u wanna reach out so much... u want to have it

all again.. u want it all to subside.. but u can't... you

don't understand.. don't cry.... stay firm... thats what

we all say to ourselves... tears are for whimps, we try to

convince ourselves... tears... just keep pouring out no

matter what you say... in your mind u say this is not

logical... TEARS arn't coming out.. but inside of you... u

feel the streaming....u cry to God... he answers... he

knows the pains u are going through.. and comforts you...

he wants u to know that he's working... in you... he's

changing you... slowly, he wants you to know him more...

yes.. even though u can't bear to do a thing... he's there

with his hands.. touching you... the only hand that will

never leave you... fear he knows... the fear you have...

and is fighting fear itself...he wants you to know.. he

loves you more than you can ever imagine.. he loves you

more than your words can say... he wants you to feel

comforted... he wants to touch your heart... he wants to

set u free... for it is not fear that should be with you

but love... his compassion spreads out more than this

universe could ever contain... can you hear him? he's

talking to you my dear... he's wanting to speak to you...

can you hear?

Oh, how the beauty of the sun arrays....
How the light breaks through all the darkness...
How wondrous it is rising in the morning...
How romantic it is as it sets...
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As a bright ball up high in the sky. It has much responsibility. Like the glue that keeps things together, it never gives up. Though the planets are slipping further, it tries it's best to hold on...Never is there a dull moment that the sun has, though having so much responsibility the sun continues to shine...
IT shines in persistency... It knows without it there would be nothing but darkness and coldness... Yet no Darkness has beheld it, for darkness and light cannot be as one.
The sun is kind and not greedy.... it takes the moon into consideration and through the reflection of the sun, the moon becomes a powerful ruler at night. But without the sun. it would be nothing.. it would be powerless....
Though the cold may surround and when one draws close in space, they cannot feel the heat, knowing the sun is enough... As if one knows the sun, they know the warmth and touch it truly provides...
One can curse the sun, but the sun will never turn it's back and leave you in total darkness. But one can hide in darkness away from the light, even as the light shines forth so freely for you!
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The sun is a bit like Christ, no matter what we do it will not turn it's back on you, he waits and gives you and opportunity to step in a relationship with him. The moon is like us... powerless and useless without the "Sun". The planets are like time; The Sun's still around but the planets are getting further.... We should get to the light, whiles the sun is still near....
God will always shine. Even if the sun might diminish God will shine forever!

John 3:19
This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil.

1 Peter 1:25
but the word of the Lord stands forever." And this is the word that was preached to you.

Hebrews 13:5
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

Isaiah 55:6
Seek the LORD while he may be found; call on him while he is near.

John 6:35
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.

John 11:25
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies;

John 12:46
I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.

-- I hope you all have been blessed.. found sheep and lost sheep alike! God loves all humans... God loves you.. God bless ya :)
-Chris

hmm Dunno what to write as a story, but the title came as eyes! lets see what I can stir up for today,

You may be the poorest and most ill person in the world, the most despised and hurt person in the world, you may feel that people seem so strange and awkward around you.. but in the eye's of the father, You are the most beautiful thing created.

Mother Terresa once said, "I see Jesus in the eyes of the poor of the poorest." You may not see him, and your eyes may be blind unto him, but he's there and he's watching you...
He takes care of all the sparrows, the flowers adn his eyes are still set upon you!

There was once a blind man that could not see, but he could still call out to Jesus.. his eyes were set upon him, yet he could not see...

There was once a huge crowd of high priests and Phariessies, who had eyes liek and hawk, able to see what is wrong wiht you and what is right, but could not see much things in themselevs, and most of all the Salvation.

There was once a TV show, that had a pastor, who was going blind, he told the whole congregation to pray for him, that his operations would go forth sucessfully and he would be healed! but instead it failed, and though the congregation was disapointed as well as himself, He told them, "I have lost my vision physically, But I can see much more now"

There was once a blind man which was seen by many people, and they ask Jesus, Whose sin was it that made this person born blind, his own sin or his parents, And Jesus replied, Niether, it was done so that the glory of God may work through him.

There was once a man who said, he who has eyes see, he who has ears hear me... and that man was Jesus!

To you he knows how many hairs are on your head, he sees you, and he died for you.. he coulda just voiced out when he was in court! but he saw the future.. and the end result!, his eyes were open and he kept silent.. like a lamb to the slaughter he suffered EXTERME pain and whips so much so he became what people say as, unreconizable.. ever heard of the saying "I will punch u till your own mama won't recognize you?" Well Jesus went through more than just a punching...
In his eyes.. he saw that all this pain and suffering.. that going through hell for 3 days, Will give you a chance of salvation.. he took it all for you... and all you have to do is believe... He was silent.. for your sake, and he suffered for you...

Through the eyes of man, I can say much destruction and decay is happening, through the eyes of God I can say much love is for you, through my own eyes.. I see how Christ suffered.. not only for me.. But for each and every one of you!

Eyes.. vision, blidness.. nothigns an boundary!

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Well that was more like qoutes and comments than a storry but I think I'll keep it around!

May you all be blessed greatly!
-Chris