Innocence. A true angel. Probaly a younger one. Not
yet shown the real way of this planet. Let me
give you some advice, stay that way, for as
long as you can. The pure make it.

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WEEe..Waited..so long @@

lol Actually the title reffers to ro~and me waiting for some one, :P Name starts with a C ends with a n. Right then somehtign to post, Ive been drowsy all week argh i cant stand it any longer... still drowsy now wEEEee~ right then~ Been a gd day so far i watched the new police storay XD was quite gd, if the vcd didnt screw up the sound of thier voices=.=; my dad got pissed at me for not going out qwith him to eat, I said I'm full and he's liek ah your full might as well still come out,sounds as if hes like saying come out watch us eat :D plus I'm sick~ Iw anna recover @@. Right then FRIDAY SUBMITTED MY ASSIEGHMENT *jumps with joy* yay hoep id dint screw up to bad >.> presentation on monday need ot be ALERt not blur come on! lol so... what else. I cant remember much but blurness slow responses and not knowing whats happening in class, felt so pressurised @@ btu then again i felt so tired.. DAMN MEDICINE ACTIFECT well i thgink thsat the right way of sepelling it @@ ... Crys a new friend of mine Shes soo cool :P wait... or is she liek a clone of me, just the Gal versiono.O so many properties are so filmiliar~ wee~~~~~ right enough abt that :P at least mat got his hair fixed Lemon juice.. Iw as gonna say vinager but u know, Just incase anythign happened I dun wanna hold responsiblities:P soo let the science expert eva do all the thinking whiles I sit n relax haha :P alright then I'll sighn off before i bord u alll ;)

Old fimliar feeling

that feelign of depression has come back... Damn it I cant stand it... the calling of confort Help me Help me... calling of attention, Am i too small for you to notice me?... the callign of greif, sighs~ no one cares any more, all alone in this world again. Well depression strikes at wrong times, anger stirs when i dont want it to, but at least i can control it... I hate to annoy ppl when I'm trying to tell them something but they just cant see that I want them to notice.... but hey thats life. a whoel bumnch of blur ppl livign in ablur world havign thier blur lives.... whiles a few linger into the arkness seekign confort, and loove... I have confort... but i dunno whats wrong .... prehaps I'm askign it from some one... some one specail i knwo i dunno any more... I dunno. seems as if the world is spinnign faster days are flyign and I'm drifting from friends need to pull back but too many friends... sighs... Ohw ells~ another darn depressing peice of *beep* for u enjoy but never diaganose yourself with it liek i did.... keeps u there a while calls u back over and OVEr again... Caged... within.. the beats lays~
Chris sighning off~

The terror of Assieghments

Well the wednesday that has just gone past was my system anaylsis asseighment due date wohoo we finiased it thansk to my dear friend Wilson~ 2 of us for one project whiles every one else had 3 minimum coz one of the guys Got transfeered fcoz he 'pontengs'(skips) claass too much. ah well Visual basic next~failed my match co z i did somethign so stupid i put 800- 200 after workign out equations. then I said 800-200= 400! wohoo that screwed up the rest of my qeustion and the teach wouldnt even give me marks for euations T.T So upset oh well the moderaters might be more erm.... Kind. i hope make it 50% for me :D Rightio then

Since every ones been posting I think it's my turn mwhahaa. Maid never got fired... every oens taunting me about it @_@ EVIL People =.=; Jengs got some troubles in her life... doesnt want to tell me. I just ghope sitoze can get it out of her. but hey... he has exams. any howwz I played gb yesterday with jei, or eva as u guys call her wait u call her eve:P and sai lo... which is mat :D damn pros... lost to a noob liek me! mwhahahha then i lost 100x's more >.> *no comment. My life is ok at the moe so no depressing stuff... but preahaps.. i guess... I@@M FRIGGING ILL!!!!!!!!!!! DUE to that frog... grrr~ (frog= my class mate) passing illness to all of us including cow~ Cows get ill @@ lol. (cow another class mate). Righto I need to poop but its refiusing to come out *gets fustrated* opps shouldnt type thatr but hey somehtign to disturb u guys wiht :D

Right then i feel dead.. been playign ro for a long time, no one ever posts here any mroe.. so like no one to chat to, i said mat changed yesterday.. but i didnt mean it for the worste .. he seems more mature =) Proud of him... I guess thats the real him =D well Were all kids~ aparyt from eva and Cal.. and Cryst.. and~ ok I was wrong but hey somethign to say lol. Alright... u guys arnt luaghing are u? still thinking abt the toilet? Great! mwhahaha that means mission completed ur offcially disturbed coz ur thinkign toilet :D

Chris sighning off~

hmmm..

hmm lets try writing a song :)
"Have you ever felt like you have been, left in the darkness... have you ever felt liek you have sliped... and triped into the bottomless pit... Or have yoou ever fallen during this lifes~s run~~.
Seeing every one infront, running ahead-a-aed..."
" Well I just wanna tell you friend, that your not alone, but I'm telling you now, that I want you~~ to carry on~~ I wanna Hold out my hand to you, pull you out of the bottomlesspit, help u run the race u fell in, Help show you that there's still light!, But then you, push. me. away! .you push. me. away! Alll i wanted is for you to see that lifes nto that bad, all i wanted to is show you that life aint that bad... afteralll"
"every one one has thier up and downs. but why do we focus more on the doooo ooown... why dont we just look up into the bright ight side. Every thign you see is pain, and its hurting you even more, all I want you to do, Is come with me. I want to show you, that life aint that bad, life aint thattt bad."
"Come Give me your hand, I'll show you, that every thing can be done well, you have great abbilities,THis Lifeeeee iiifffeeee, aint worthhhh crying overrr this liifffee ifffeee Aint worth Crying over!open oup your eyes, see that I'm here, Ive been waiting for you to give me your hand, now here's your shield fend off all the negative... now here's your trainers, run the race like you mean it, I'm here, I'll run wiht you, We'll help others, liek you.... COME AND RUN, THIS RACE WITH MEEEEEE COEM AND RUN IT LETS HELP OTHERS RUN, LETS MAKE THIS INTO, a MARATHON!We can make the diffference.... we can make the diffference..."

Well thats that, eh trying to get soem positive outta of u guys, loniness, is liek a society of lonely poele, all you have to do is go into the club and join th other lonley poeple! Ironic isint it? ;) every one int hsi world has felt liek you in one way or another, but why can they get out of it, and why do u see it as bad, and try your hardest to make it worste? whiels u can be just liek others. WELL I'm not like others u say, but you can learn :)


Chris~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Mich was back the other day made me so happy^^ ^^ ^^been waiting sooo long :D shes back! wohoo! well going back at monday haha! oh well cyaz people.