hi it's me again, hmm who eles :P
Anmy wayz inish one of my 2 exams yesterday it was ok alright. finished like in 50 mins. hmm just had my hair cut and it burns coz the blade he used didn't have any type of pain easer ?:P any wayz will write more later cya

Todays been cool. My heart is healing better and even better news... the scars just got shallow. I hope you all have had a good day. I went to church, found out it was being renovated on thursday boom there goes my church. but they moved to times square for the hwole year was so cool^^. but thing is i dun liek it when i first walk into time qaure in da morning
iIkinda feel slanted lol the floor was built in a weird way. Well any wayz my church was talkign abt 7 up cheers lol. my pastor tok out a seven up bottle andstarted preaching.
1.Wake up- dun sleep so much show the world you r a christain os things.
2.dress up- put a smile on ya face coz we dun wanna be frwoning christains
3.Stup up- dun say bad htings keep them to yaslef
4.
5.look up-look up to God as we expect great things from him thus we should do great things for him
6.reach up-
7.lift up-
hmm fogot the important ones -_-; how sad *sob any way I'm currenntly reviewmining my notes for the exams. I hope i Do well I havn't been exactly revising alot hahahha. any way to any one who reads this.
Take care
lots of love,
Chris

Only been less than an hour and I already wana type soehitng. Weird huh? I just read Ash's bliog long post. Really sad. Yet he is right gd memories dun fade, bad never forget. I also am like him. Girls I can't really get along with. When evre I even try talking to them I am stopped. Not knwoing what to do, say , will i hurt them, is this right? I supose guys are easier to get along with coz like I myself am a guy and i knwo what i right and what is wrong. Us guys can say anythign to one another knowing that we like to joke with each other. But when it comes to girls, i guess you have to be serious. Any girl that has even even gotten close to me will just disapear like a fish in a sea. Nothing i Can really do about it. I pray for this world to get better. Guess what it has. My exams are at tuesday. dunno how to revise. Heck there's anythings I dunno. you want all the knowledge of this world? I wouldn't.

Hi again I changed my mind I'm gonna make another post. Things have been going through my head latley and I can't stand it, i need to get rid of them here. I've noticed. only now I have actually lost many friends... people don't know me. Infact I probally don't know them. I guess it is a fact i have to bear with. Many of my close friends Are driffting away prehaps i wanted to hold them so tight. That they sliped from me, and swam away. there isn't anything i can really do about it. Thats life is it? Feels like a spear being thrown into u in point blank range, or even shot by a gun. to hear friends you have gotten to known are drifting from you. It's a creul world with many cruel poeple. But i guess there are good people in this world. 'all i wanted to be is a better friend' Guess that wil never happen. The radio is probally correct , you dun contact your friends. they will probally won't be your best friend any more. Prehaps i am one of those... Well... at least Sams still my buddy since yr 2. That should count for something, right? Ash is still my friend I suppose. much have happened since we last met.

'just like old times' yesterday me ash and Tj had a game. It was really like ol dtimes really brought the spirit inside me back to life. Yet why do i still have qeustions in my head. why? why? why? hmmm non stop rows of whys. Who am I? I am Christopher Tan Kok Jeong. I used to have many friends. many close to me.
many that have drifted far,
too far,
that when i hold my hand out,
you cannot feel them there any more.
'just like old times...' I wish...


Chris

Hi again I changed my mind I'm gonna make another post. Things have been going through my head latley and I can't stand it, i need to get rid of them here. I've noticed. only now I have actually lost many friends... people don't know me. Infact I probally don't know them. I guess it is a fact i have to bear with. Many of my close friends Are driffting away prehaps i wanted to hold them so tight. That they sliped from me, and swam away. there isn't anything i can really do about it. Thats life is it? Feels like a spear being thrown into u in point blank range, or even shot by a gun. to hear friends you have gotten to known are drifting from you. It's a creul world with many cruel poeple. But i guess there are good people in this world. 'all i wanted to be is a better friend' Guess that wil never happen. The radio is probally correct , you dun contact your friends. they will probally won't be your best friend any more. Prehaps i am one of those... Well... at least Sams still my buddy since yr 2. That should count for something, right? Ash is still my friend I suppose. much have happened since we last met.

(/strong)'just like old times'(/strong) yesterday me ash and Tj had a game. It was really like ol dtimes really brought the spirit inside me back to life. Yet why do i still have qeustions in my head. why? why? why? hmmm non stop rows of whys. Who am I? I am Christopher Tan Kok Jeong. I used to have many friends. many close to me.
many that have drifted far,
too far,
that when i hold my hand out,
you cannot feel them there any more.
'just like old times...' I wish...


Chris